Words

2009-06-29T02:21:00.002+08:00

this post is all about my baby Tina~

we never really knew how things gone this far, its been like just yesterday since i first saw you in school... just a quiet girl, but now someone i cherish more than anyone... you've shown me that there is someone in the world that cares about me, that cherishes me, that supports me, that loves me, all that with an undying spirit within her... Tina Tan, I Love You =)

i'll never give you up for anything in the world... and if the world is not happy about this, then it will be just us against the world...

i'm gonna brag about this =D i'm gonna show the whole world my number 1 fan and my number 1 idol =D

[[ Jem ]]
i fell in love with an angel

2009-05-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

Angels and Damon was nice... I MEAN DEMON!!!

well... its fun to hang out wid NYP peeps man... i guess its gonna be sucky leavin sch... haiz... tml is graduation and its gonna be so, so, so emotional... haiz...

[[ Jem ]]
how i wish i was still studyin... =(

2009-05-23T05:02:00.002+08:00

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 WAS NICE~ freakin funny... entertaining =) poor Christina couldnt watch it 2day coz Causeway Point had a FIRE!!! =D

anywayz, i'm feelin so fucked up... sry for the angry post btw... so forgive me...

its fuckin irritating when SOMEONE SPOILS THE FUCKING MOVIE FOR YOU!!! noisy bitch... den after tat play mahjong oso make so much noise... sing song like fuck, character like fuck, irriting shit man... i feed the next player, but nv lose the round, den make noise... as though its my fault... sry lahz, i feed him, but i nv lose money... u lost, i won, too bad... so shut the fuck up and stop blamin others for ur NOOBINESS!!! fuckin shit...

finalli its all out...

btw its kinda late... i guess i'll slp... tml still needa go sch collect the grad gown... haiz... oh wells...

[[ Jem ]]
stop emo lahz girl~

2009-05-22T02:38:00.002+08:00

sleepless nights...
shining bright...
sleepless nights...
rise sun rise...

another sleepless night for me... man... this gotta suck...

oh wells... Soundcard, guitar club and SU was fun 2day... loads of stuff to talk abt... well... more like bitching as SU's side... n 1 thing's for sure... I HATE BIRDS!!!

anywayz, its nice to see everyone like day in, day out... esp when i'm goin NS in 15 days... so i wanna like cherish this moment man... haiz... damn sad... i REALLI REALLI wanna study summore lahz... but oh wells... life goes on...

sry ahz... not much mood to blog...

[[ Jem ]]
i wanna take pictures...

2009-05-20T05:15:00.002+08:00

63 miss calls n someone couldnt wake up... oh wells...

i finalli am able to slp earli... but i'm like awake right nw... cant slp =( oh wells...

i got a list of stuff to buy, but no cash...

1) Camera
2) New Handphone
3) sunglasses
4) mountain bike frame
5) laptop
6) pool cue stick
7) billiard cue stick
8) new clothes

but i guess i'm broke... =(

17 more days to NS, i wonder what to do, can someone plz ask me out...

[[ Jem ]]
i need a companion... soon...

2009-05-19T02:27:00.002+08:00

someone asked this qn to me the other day in Camp Glue,

"how come you so high even though u never slp for 3 days"

i told her,

"well, i just focus on others and help them so i wun feel the tiredness and get things done at the same time"

ah well, i guess i'm doin abit too much for my body to handle... it tires me out... my sleepin disorder has struck back to where it started from... n come to think of it, i'm suppose to revert back so i can handle NS... but looks like i'm in a BIG BIG BIG load of shit...

ah fuck... everyone's happy, that's all i need to know...

btw... CAMP GLUE ROX!!! =P

[[ Jem ]]
living for others...

2009-04-23T03:10:00.000+08:00

i'm at AMK mac at this kinda timing...

ALL THANKS TO RANIE!!! =P dumb gal wanna ton here alone after

KBOX!!!

n i'm here after playin billiard wif pri sch friends...

i still cant believe i'm meetin them after 8 yrs... all grow up liaoz... look so damn diff...

[[ Jem ]]
i cant believe i'm here...

2009-04-14T03:03:00.001+08:00

well, blogging is kinda the thing of the past...

realli nothin goin on lately... kinda boring since i'm not workin yet and NS letter is still in not here yet... guess i'm pretty much stuck...

oh wells... time to do my income tax statement nw...

[[ Jem ]]
she's a smart girl... hmmm... i like that =P

2009-03-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

lemme see, holidays equals to,

1) camp instructor for work
2) cycling my road or mountain bike
3) Toneworks Multi effects pedal with my Timbre floyd rose system
4) Crafter acoustic guitar
5) PSP
6) bed to slp
7) mahjong
8) EAT
9) SENTOSA
10) slack out late at night to morning

wad else is there to do...

wait...

i need more stuff to DO!!!

[[ Jem ]]
i'm feelin like a lazy bum~

finalli...

2009-03-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

after 2 camps, many papers, and loads of guitar playin, i finalli settle down to blog ABIT...

well, i'm over at Vee's place waiting for results to come out... hopefulli its a clear for me...

but the world is ending in 21 12 2012... dunno if real or nt... BUT hopefulli it doesnt... i dun wanna have wasted all my life doin nothin...

anywayz... watchin Ip Man now... so anything juz call or sms me...

a shout out to all 3H kids... have fun during ur hols... =)

[[ Jem ]]
i'm feelin lost with nothin to do...

20 more days...

2009-02-01T05:41:00.002+08:00

20 more days to chiong my studies... but first, CRM, AUDIT, MA AND ENTREP TO CONQUER!!!

by next wk, i should be done wid my MA and Audit... HRM and CMFI will come next wk... den i'll be ready to fight my last war with the papers... hopefulli...

its 5.43 on the clock right nw, i'm over at Ranie's house since erms... i cant remember... 10pm? studied till now lahz... chiong like fk lidat... but in the middle gt slack abit... play guitar, play abit of game, chat n stuff... pretty house i must say... hugh but still abit cramp =X oh well... nice house though... now she's like fast aslp on the bed lahz while i clumsily rattle on the keyboard... damn damn damn tired... but later still goin over to vee's house to study even more... n 2nite still needa settle my CRM PPT SLIDES!!! ARGH!!!

i need my rest =((( but i cant realli slp nw, coz it might look wrong n her mom might tink otherwise... so yeahz... i'll try to sit down n slp...

[[ Jem ]]
i was jealous just now wasnt i... hmmm... DAMN!!! =X

oh man~

2009-01-30T01:05:00.004+08:00

oh boy... look wad stress done to me...
damn headache... n big eye bags... sianz...homework...at least there is time for us to perform one last time in NYP... but hopefulli i wish to aim for GRADUATION TOO!!! DAMN ITS GOTTA BE GOOD!!!one last time to look stupid in the dressing room b4 our show... btw, below will be songs from our practice...but first, CNY was a bummer... this year not much visit, lose at mahjong... wad else could come... oh rite... PROJECTS and EXAMS and ICAs!!! bitch...

ok enuff hating... here's the vids... not much to see, but listen... =P the top is Live High, and the bottom is I'm Yours

guitar club concert-reviewed-

2009-01-05T00:47:00.002+08:00

hola~

finalli found the pics for guitar club concert thanks to Ranie (thanks angel =D)my performance wid a twist~ who would have thought i'd try this for real... Accidentally In Love~the guys from jr ensemble... hope to see them soon...my backstage candid...

well, i guess GC isnt as boring after all... kinda regret my leave from GC, but ultimately i still got to perform with them, and that's all i ask for... ROCK ON GUITAR CLUB~

[[ Jem ]]
so how long does the flame in your heart burns for the passion of your life?

NEW YEAR

2009-01-04T02:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS~ well, erm... Happy belated new year =P

so yeahz... brief intro abt the past few days...

Countdown wid Don and his frens at Pumproom... quite ok lahz... was surprised tat Hui Ping (my OGL) was there lahz... world is small~ then we went prawning!!!25 is the number for the day... in the end Don n i were left there to BBQ the 25 sweet little prawns for our first meal for the year =D

been MAHJONGING for the past wad... 4 days??? HAVE BEEN WINNING!!! WOOHOO!!! hopefulli this yr is my lucky year as i am havin my lucky streak since the first days of the year =D

went 2 kbox wid Brandon, Byran, Zi Jie and his gf... n i've started singing chinese song!!! its a miracle man... damn~ and btw Bryan and i had golden chicken rice for lunch... $22 for chicken, liver, vege, 2 rice each and a can of drink each... CB LAHZ!!! PARADIZ CENTER!!! DUN GO THERE FOR CHICKEN RICE!!! ARGH~

and came back to yishun for dinner and i saw this...

ok chicks and dudes who cant read chinese this is what it wrote in chinese: 'LEMON TEA' on the left, and the picture is BANDUNG!!! sheesh... i wonder if anyone orders 'lemon tea'...

celebrations are over, and off to study for 2 more months (or even lesser)... ARGH!!!

[[ Jem ]]
take my hand, we'll run away from here

the end of chapter 2008

2008-12-31T05:41:00.003+08:00

time to close this year...

well haven slept yet... talking to Ranie all night long online...

stupid CMFI make-up lecture has to crash the final free wednesday timetable n spoil the new year's eve's mood... damn~ but wad the hell, juz get it over n done with...

gonna start of the new year slow~ i realli mean slow~~~~~~

n guess wadz... I'M SINGLE FOR A YEAR~

(time to find a gf)
***just thinking out loud***

[[ Jem ]]
life is wonderful =)

ITS GONNA BE 2009!!!

2008-12-24T03:31:00.005+08:00

AND OF COURSE, you have to make an impact b4 ending the new year~ HAHA~

1st up, CAMP DIAMOND

certainly not a camp for the weak, this camp back a long endurace walk... probably prepared me for my 42km =X LOLZ!!! COOL PEEPS FROM ANG DAO TENG (aka red bean soup) and certainly gave me the smiles after the stupid quarrel wid my dad b4 the camp itself...

ORION 2008

definitely the 1st and onli production that i've done for Soundcard (this is the 1st yr onli~) and its probably my most memorial one wid Soundcard (not to mention many other stuff)... SU and Stagearts TMT helped out too, though there are conflicts and stuff, BUT differences can be worked out rite?

STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON

definitely not for the WEAK~ my knees grew weak after the run... well John, TC and Haslinda did the 42km wid me... man it was tough... but loved it... n fancy wearing no sweat to the run!!!

you can actualli see the anguish in my face... thoughts are actualli running thru my mind

'why am i doing this?'

'why should i torture myself like this?'

but it all turns out well... juz tat i busted my tendon of my legs, and had to go physio...

p.s. the physio's i had are 2 cute galz... well actualli onli 1 of them... and John n TC got GUYS =X
n i'm proud to wear tat shirt =D

PERFORMANCE AT PASIR RIS ELIAS CC

juz started an interest group again (and no, its not called SoundCard or GraphicCard)... its called Sing! and its an interest group at the CC mentioned above... excellent performance that swung me into the mood to perform... XD that's Pris, Jackson and myself =)

GUITAR CLUB CONCERT 2008

ITS 2day actualli... or rather ytd... n i heard tat i OWNED the whole GC in their performance... LOLZ!!! well its up to individual to judge... i wun say anything =P

did:

1) Accidentally in Love xmas style wid the tabourine and bells
2) Fall For You/Bleeding Love/Hit Me Baby One More Time/Here Without You

and i got a request for an encore performance by the crowd (OMG!!! FIRST TIME!!! =D)

3) I'm Yours (abit overplayed i know... BUT WAD TO DO~ they love it)

so i guess its time to round up my year... too bad i still dun have a gf... but i guess... i'm accidentally in love... BUT i still nt quite sure abt this... oh wells... THERE'S ALWAYS 2009~

Define Catfish: you do it yourself =P

btw READERS, sry for the updates... i'm damn busy... BUT I'LL TRY TO DO IT OFTEN... NEW YR IS COMIN~ n its time to blog more~

[[ Jem ]]
I hate arrogant and super self-centered people...

i wanna lay you down in a bed of roses

2008-10-28T14:44:00.004+08:00

guess wadz... my first flower for someone... HAHAHA!!! at the age of 19... i cant freaking believe it too... oh wells... a stalk of pink rose... no special occasion though... but juz to make my darling happy =P
went for Camp Diamond precamp the prev wkend... long march man... but i love it =D

my group, Faizal, Jasmine, Farah, TY, Shi Long, Amirul, and myself...

some random pic i took in the morning... nice sky...

and i'm ready for HALLOWEEN~

i've been having weird dreams nowadays... and at days i cant slp... i dunno y... n i'm kinda lazy to blog... haiz... oh wells... 1 more wk to sch reopen!!!

[[ Jem ]]

Because a girl like you is impossible to find...

food~

2008-10-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously in trouble... i'm craving for burgers... esp after the WG burger... Subway too... damn... juz looking at the pics makes me drool alot... i wanna have another WG burger, probably get carls too, Astons wouldnt be tat bad, and SUBWAY would be... ermz... the last i guess... 1 conclusion... GREASE WORK WONDERS!!!

[[ Jem ]]

if only eating doesnt make you gain weight...

Fall For You

2008-10-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

Secondhand Serenade
Fall For You

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

well well well, Veenotth's wedding song??? man... i tell u, lucky i gt him as my brother man... all the time we cover each other's backside (sry abit crude), crack our heads thru the night doing project, trying to shoot each other... man... what will i do if he goes to NZ man...

so, next yr december... its gonna be 25 tables, a stage, a dancefloor, and a King with his Queen... all the best yeahz?

hmmm... i've been thinking... am i ready for a r/s, and if she is ready and willing to accept once again??? oh well i'm juz thinking aloud thats all...

[[ Jem ]]
because a girl like you is impossible to find...

i really run the real run

2008-10-21T20:53:00.005+08:00

so so so... real run was abit sucky... hopefulli the guy i tripped doesnt curse n swear and remember my name on the bib... this was John's relative's house... i realli realli cant remember who's but yeahz... nice semi-D... and i dunno y am i caught posing... i look better with shirts on =X no doubt abt tat...the 4 winners of the real run... great run guys... the gents wid 15km and ladies with 10km...erm... what are we doing???so that faithful morning we were preparing ourselves... race bib and championship chip check...yepz... its my 3rd yr doin the New Balance Real Run... kinda fun if u do it every yr... den u collect every yr's shirt... n yeahz... all the way man... met Mr Martin Lee and he offered a ride off to his place b4 he head down to sentosa... thank you sir...

PF PA 08 OUTING

the hunks and babes from the performing arts are gathered down at the beach for some fun time under the sun, on the sand and into the sea...

some food that i've been craving for a long long LONG time... Tulang... i do miss Haslinda's mum's tulang alot though... nice and meaty on the outside, soft n tasty on the inside... wid good sauce... this is the one at golden mile, beach road... by far the best tulang i ate outside... but Has's mum's tulang is still the BEST!!!

tada~ i finalli found the pic of my baked pasta... wasnt cheesy enuff coz i didnt get enuff cheese =( and Arvind said tat it wasnt salty enuff... but i'm cool wid it XD
i hope i'll get to wear my no.2 again for some dining in session after i sign on wid navy... i'm kinda excited to sail man...

was talking to Pat abt her bday 2 yrs ago... realli good memories man... do anyone cry bcoz they miss all the good times in the past? i would, but my tears kinda dried up... =(

[[ Jem ]]

3 years... just like that...

UPDATES!!!

2008-10-21T00:36:00.004+08:00

Suay lahz... kenna complain again for nt updating my blog =(

in case those who dunno wadz Aglio Olio, its actualli garlic and olive oil... so if i say i'm cooin aglio olio, tat means i'm cooking a pasta dish wid garlic and olive oil as base... haha add olives, chilli, mushroom and bacon and there you go, an awesome tasting pasta dish =P
and to promote 'the world's best burger'... THE WG BURGER (a.k.a Winre Garage Burger)... you probably can guess where is it from... WINE GARAGE... 2 nice burger bread, wid premium lettuce, pickles, onion, melted aged cheddar cheese, premium bacon(can remember the pig's name), medium rare done beef patty(cant remember the cow's name too) served with fries and sage leaves(i tink)... awesome rich flavour wid juicyness tat makes u WOW thruout ur day... to go along, vintage 2006 Reisling wine to go... EXCELLENT lunch... OH OH OH!!! and to end off the lunch, molten chocolate cake with ice cream and donut wid some lemon custard, blueberry jam and ice cream... YUM!!!
and i bet this lady is having a good time at Germany... JIA JIA!!! I MISS U ALOT!!! wanna sing wid u soon again girl... my cockroach gf... HAHA!!! we go way back to leadership training camp man... btw she put on abit of weight... =X

SHI LONG'S BDAY CHALET!~

HAPPY BDAY TO SHILONG ONCE AGAIN!!!from the guys of NYP!!! there's me, Cheryl Darling, XX bestie, Veenotth bro, Eli slut, Zhi Wei mahjong pro, Thiam Wei daytona expert, Chistine ur darling and of course camera woman Patricia~hope you realli had a good time man... and tatz the bday boy on the left in green... bro you know we love you, but damn we didnt get u drunk on ur bday... its probably ur first chalet tat u didnt get drunk... LOLZ!!!and there i was, fooling around wid Vee's erm... yeahz... =X
and tatz Veenotth with his darling (OOPS!!! hope Christina didnt see this)... HAHA!!!and of course tatz my sweet little darling Cheryl Choo... we'll always remember wad u said durin the chalet =) aniwayz... we (actualli I) will love you too =P (OOPS!!!)

so... with all said and done, we've had loads of fun rite guys...

i cant believe tat i'm in year 3 sem 2 and i'm graduating so SOON!!! its like only ytd when we tink abt it... Vee showing off his unarmed combat instructor shirt in the auditorium, shi long talking abt how much booze he has stored at home... OH BOY!!! and nw i'm like gettin so impatient to graduate and move on...

i'll probably wear this uniform once again... i'm signing on as a Naval officer... n guess wadz... its nw up to 95% tat i'm going to do tat... man... i cant wait...

[[ Jem ]]

sun sand sea, i'm going to love life man...

my SHORTEST post

2008-10-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

i feel so satisfied eating at Al-Ameen wid Hansel, Jing Kai n Yaser 2day... FULLSTOP!!! nothin else to blog...

oh oh oh... and tml's performance is goin to be one hell of a blast...

[[ Jem ]]
somethings are best kept short =P

As long as there are humans...

2008-10-08T15:42:00.002+08:00

so i actualli slept at 4+ last nite... damn i cant believe i couldnt sleep... nt again... *frowns*

its kinda hard for me to haf this mind that goes about thinking almost 24/7... oh well... guess i'll have to sweep the house soon enuff... cat fur is flyin all over =X

anywayz... talking about sweeping, why do people sweep things under the carpet... i dun mean literally... BUT like sweeping all issues to somewhere that no one can realli notice, but after a while, everything builds up and things gets too obvious... they love to talk about people's flaws but not look at their own, talk about other people's problems but not facing theirs, complain about other people's weakness, but not tell them what can they do about it...

i juz saw this msg from somewhere, As long as there are humans, there will always be war... well, there is war everywhere, big or small...

can humans juz love each other with the simplest of hearts???

[[ Jem ]]

finalli updated~

2008-10-07T22:05:00.008+08:00

wooohooo!!! finalli i update my blog... Yu Ting keep askin if i updated... so did many others... argh!!! abit lazy lahz... coz nw my wireless router spoil... so cant do much in my room... i'm kinda stuck in the living room for now... sianz...

now...... FOR THE PICTURES~

SENTOSA~

well, everyone's there to do what they do best... like me on the guitar,TC wid his disc,girls cam-wh*ring (no offence ladies)n erm... John having fun with his nature side (guess wad animal)... and again, no offence John... =P

and after a hard day's play and no food for breakfast n lunch, everyone enjoyed JUNK FOOD (CARL'S JR AND KFC!!!)

COOK OUT DAY 1

the 10 hungry monsters for the day... thnx Haslinda (her mom actualli) for the fabulous TULANG!!! everyone had a great time at her place... no pics of the food though... good food goes down the stomach faster than the pics can be taken (actualli everyone was engrossed wid eating than taking pics wid out dirty hands...)we went starbucks after though... the ladies~and the gentlemen~Arvind n John had a rose each... all i get was my ice-hazelnut-chocolate-soaked straw... which definitely taste better than starbucks napkins =P

COOK OUT DAY 2the chefs for the day~ on the menu: Baked cheesy pasta, stew, and to end off, CHEESECAKE~ thnx Elena for helping wid the prep too =)the pasta looked sumthin like this, but this was my pasta salad... had to make some for home consumption... i'm havin it nw as i blog XDCheesecake in John's new oven... lovely oven...to end off the day, a nice game of mahjong... though we didnt play money =(

MORNING OFF-ROAD CYCLE

definitely a must blog... lovely 10km of off-road madness... u'll have to love Mother Nature for this man... nice air, nice view, nice off-road, nice jumps, nice downhill, nice mud, nice trails, nice everything!!! its a Mandai to Bukit Panjang back to Mandai road btw...

mid point of the place...uneven grounds for u to enjoy the bumps, and let ur fork soak up the impact...nice exits with big flat open area for rest n pics...a nice natural quarterpipe like curve tat brings u downwards... u'll have to ride at abt 30 to 45 deg angle...if u can see properly, there are platforms that allows u to jump high if u build up enuff speed, surely this will entice Arvind to ride wid us soon...the guys restin... seriously speaking, i'm the youngest there (i'm 19 for those who dunno)... and the rest are above 30 i tink... but hell, they are still one of the most active uncles that i know... HAHA kudos to u guys...steep fast downhills that could make u fly if u dun hit it properly...side trails for u to follow... grass aint easy terrain for pple to cycle... makes u go slow... and if u can go to 15km/h, ur fast... LOLZ...and the super uphill grass club wid humps tat u haf to build loads of speed to conquer... sux i tell u... but builds ur stamina well...

hopefulli i made up for my MIA time... HAHA!!! but i'm super bored oso... so if anyone gt any activities to jio me, by all means drop me a call...

[[ Jem ]]
something's not right...

2008-09-22T12:32:00.002+08:00

Guess wadz... i'm still making a big fuss abt poly forum 08... IT STILL ROCK MY SOCKS EVEN AFTER A FEW DAYS!!! Theres the plant i made... its called a terrainian or sumthin like that... suppose to cover all the holes n it will be self sustaining... cool stuff...
thats me the some of the peeps... Rachael, Roxanne, Grace, Matthew, Donovan n myself... LOLZ!!! pre finale blues i guess...
Backstage view... u cn see all the wires hanging out of the box there... scary stuff...

thats Sha, myself, Weenee n Grace... i dunno y i'm givin the funny face though... i muz be laughing or shouting or dunno wad... but i'm singing earli tat mornin... pple tink i'm siaoz (crazy)
BACKSTAGE PIC WID ANNIE AND TERRENCE... cool coaches... nothin like this can happen widout ur help... thanks guys =)
Random pic wid Rene in it XD thnx Rene for helping out and guiding everyone... U BRIGHTEN UP OUR DAY!!! =)
tatz Jodie making fun of me... HAHA!!! its been a long long time since i put make up... n it made me look fairer than her... DAMN!!! aint i supposed to be TAN???
thats wadz happening... POLYTECHNIC FORUM 2008 PERFORMING ARTS!!! 5 poly, 54 students... u guys rock man... cant wait to have that encore at esplanade again yo!!!
guess i'm back to riding my baby... gotta lose some weight again man... dinner was great ytd... of coz... ITS MY BDAY DINNER BABY~ loads of food, desserts, beer... wad else can i ask for man... thnx to TC, Haslinda, Karen, John, Elena, Arvind, Agnotti n Jodie!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!!!

well, at the end of the day, sometimes i tink alot? but i have loads of good memories worth remembering... and...

if i were to cry for every memory i recall, i'd flood the Earth longer than God did man... XD

[[ Jem ]]
can the world juz live 2gether widout hurt n sorrow, but have fun and peace?

POLY FORUM 2008!!!

2008-09-21T11:46:00.002+08:00

POLY FORUM WAS AMAZING!!!

5 polytechnic

54 performers

1 grand finale...

DAMN!!! THE ATMOSPHERE WAS HIGH, THE PEOPLE WERE HIGH, THE PERFORMANCE WAS HIGH!!! i dunno wadz not man...

kinda missed poly forum ALOT even though its juz 2 days ago... i juz love the peeps there =)

anywayz... thnx to everyone that made PF08 possible... Singers, dancers, percussions U GUYS ROCK!!!

i dun mind haven another polyforum LOLZ!!!

[[ Jem ]]
some things are never enough... =)

FEVA~

2008-09-11T23:28:00.003+08:00

alrite alrite alrite...

i bet ya'll been tinkin y i'm nt updating for a long long time... i'm damn busy wid Polytechnic forum... damn fun but damn tiring at the same time... have been co-ordinating and having discussions for the past 2 wks... exhausted like shiet man..

attention all NYP students... ORION 2008 is gonna be on during DEC, so train up those vocal chords and get ready your best songs to win this competition... its gonna be a blast man... XDwell been cycling like siao too... thighs are damn tired from all the cycling... and i've been cycling to poly forum too... so tat means... I'VE BEEN EXERCISING!!! tatz gd... i cant see my belly from this pic... hopefulli it will stay tat way... HAHA!!! but can still see tat i'm a big chunk as usual...

TGIF BABY!!! finalli i can get some solid rest durin the wkends... and i'm lookin forward to the camp next wk... gonna do loads of stuff there... hopefulli i get to enjoy myself...

(OH OH OH!!! and my bday is in 10 days time!!! XD)

[[ Jem ]]
i got a feeling something is gonna happen...

Pedal Hard

2008-09-02T02:32:00.003+08:00

LIFE IS SHORT, PEDAL HARD...

you bet i will... and its not abt KAYAKING OR DRAGON BOAT...

haha... Arvind will be smiling at this... haha...

anyways... sunday morning ride was one hell of a killer... TC wid aerobars cruise so easily through-out most of the rides... damn sian lahz... knn... i'll get my bars... u juz wait... I've clocked 110km in that day thanks to Winston...

TC's ride: Yishun to YCK to Thompson to Adam to Farrer to Queensway to Commonwealth to Holland to Clementi to Bukit Panjang to Woodlands to Gambas to Yishun to Lower Seletar to Jalan Kayu

Winston's ride: Jalan Kayu to Thomson to Balestier to Upper Serangoon to Kallang to Lavender to Beach Road to Bugis to Little India to Novena to Thomson to Sembawang Road to Yishun

110km in total... my thighs almost give out... was a killer... two days widout sleeping and den cycling kills... alritez... enuff grumblin... this is the real deal...

before cycling pose... was already sweating due to the cycle down to TC's place...

cam-whoring on the bike... HAHA... tatz TC wid his aero bar position...

This is me in my 'aerobarless' Raleigh...

My battle scar on my left calf... all the grease stained my calf... damn sianz... oh yeahz... and Jalan Kayu's food is SHIOK!!! a must stopover for cyclist...

this was the video taken on the road while cycling at Queensway area... listen to wad TC say when i asked him to say hi... XD

anywayz... this is my 'prize' picture for the day... got me thinkin... a wheel has onli one purpose... to transport people or goods on a vehicle or a machine... its only goes round and round and round... this round thing has facilitated humans so much, yet aid in destroying lives and injuring pple (yes i got injured on a bike)...

humans too... they aid people, they destroy each other... but even though humans hurt one another, humans still go back to each other (like how i go back to my bikes even though i fall with them...)... strange eh...

aniwayz... the spokes are also strange... it connects the rim and the hubs den to the frame... how the hell these sticks can hold so much weight??? i alwayz wonder how these stuff work... Thank God for the ones who discovered the bicycle... if nt i wouldnt have so much fun on it...

abit of a crappy post if u ask me... its all my thoughts onli... its like 3.15am in the mornin... juz ended a call... so kinda tired n i've gt nothing much to do... still hafta go back to sch to settle some Poly Forum stuff den play some badminton...

aniwayz... cycled wid Prakesh 2day(tuesday)... saw his Trek Bike... was kinda nice... but abit too small for him though its a 54cm frame... done 50km 2day... thighs are givin me alittle less problem 2day... lactic acid juz flushed away after sleep... hopefulli i can reach a point where i flush out lactic acid like Phelps does... tat guy is one crazy guy... XD no offense but congrats on ur wins durin the olympic...

guess i needa go slp liaoz... gt more exercising to do tml... MUZ GET FIT!!! =X

[[ Jem ]]
make your decision n stick to it...
have a will and dig down deep to find a reason...

slp earli Jem

2008-08-30T21:58:00.001+08:00

i gotta gotta gotta slp earli... tune back to normal timing... or even better still... slp at abt 10 wake up at bt 5 to go cycle or run... I WANNA DO TAT!!!

[[ Jem ]]
taking my mind off everything...

ITS AFTER EXAMS!!!

2008-08-29T02:56:00.003+08:00

super late exclaimation!!! WOOHOO!!! some pics to share~

cycled down to my fren's place at Bangkit (its at CCK area) to overnite (yeah yeah i bet you're reading this and tink u're kinda pissing mad... oh yeah, and remember to HIGHLIGHT the prev post yeahz?)... the ride was one hell of fun man... long empty roads, uphills and downhills, cool weather (it was after the rain)... wadz better, i got lost n went to sungai sumthin, Kadut n Guloh or sumthin lidat... cant remember... but damn fun...yepz... 2 pics i took while riding... WHILE RIDING... so i'm praticalli smiling at my cam while cyling wid 1 hand and camera in the other... dangerous i know... i bet some people will be scoldin me after they read this... at least i wore my helmet...was back in sch 2day for meetings... i forget bring my wallet... damn... aniwayz... the evening sun was good... lovely in fact... this pic was taken by Rene... nice rite??? HAHA...i guess i'm back to singing soon... Poly Forum is comin (eating up my sept hols)... hopefulli i'll have loads of fun there... and loads of performances comin up for me in sch... though crowd is abit low, but hell, I'll perform if there is onli 1 audience... n i mean it... XD

i gotta do some self-evaluation man... i'm kinda wasting my time n nt goin anywhere...

gettin my aerobars for my bicycle soon... hopefulli i dun crash wid my road bike man... haha... oh oh oh... and i'm itchin to go sentosa... heck abt my injury... wadz life widout knowing pain... pain is temporary, experience is forever...

[[ Jem ]]
would she hear my if i call her name, would she hold me if she knew my shame...

just the highlights

2008-08-27T11:12:00.003+08:00

this is a shout-out to everyone out there...

hey you, yeah u know who u are...
i'll let u guess the little trick i used here...

some kinda lousy ex bf u are eh... lookin thru pple's blog to find pictures, den carryin on to EMO whole day long... since u wanted the breakup wid her, den y are u still so over protective???

its called...

u say things like, 'oh i miss you' or 'i can't sleep coz i'm tinkin of you'... blah blah blah... and when she goes out for supper after studyin u go, 'oh, you turned from a gal i used to like to one i hate' blah blah blah all tat nonsense...

~~~THE ILLUSION~~~

juz wake up and give urself and her some space yeahz??? she's not ur property you know~

coz when you look into the mirror,

grow up~
you'll see either success or failure

ok i'm crapping... but its true... its the highlight of everyone's day... in the morning when u wake up and into the mirror, dun just check out your tongue and bend over backwards just to try to see it clearer, but realli tell urself tat u are a success... den u'll do well through-out the day...

aniwayz... no pics for this post though... coz i'm at Bankit right nw, at my frens place... and Teng Chung, I WORE MY HELMET!!! pics up soon...

[[ Jem ]]
i'm just bored... LOLZ!!!

PAIN~

2008-08-17T11:12:00.003+08:00

Quality Management is being a bitch man... =( cant go into my brain... oh wells...

haven been home for wad... 2 days??? but lucky i was able to sleep... though my hand hurts so freakin much... ARGH!!!

i manage to bear the pain and bandage my hand on friday morning so i can appear a bit more 'presentable in the exam halls... if nt it will look like a bloody mess... entered the exam hall 5 mins juz b4 the paper started... paper went quite well... enjoyed the paper...

have been teaching stats for the past 2 days... finalli i done i'm quite done wid it... XD now its left wid my own stuff to study...

aniwayz... here my progress...

shoulder gettin better... dried up n stuff liaoz... hopefulli it heals ASAP!!! I WANNA GO CYCLING!!! i feel so useless with the injury man...my hand still hurt as much... =( at least i had someone to accomodate me for the 2 days and help me wid my injury... though i perspired like siao (chinese medicine burns damn hell lot...) i wanted to scream n jump n shout n stuff... but well, i'm outside, so no embarrasment for me... XD

aniwayz... i passed on the Kovan performance due to the extreme pain the chinese medicine gave me... sry FY... =(

aniwayz... i'm goin home veri soon... she's slpin in the room, so probably i juz sneak out later or sumthin after finishin my stuff... XD
random time~ i'm juz kinda bored... the moon was beautiful... n i mean it... it was better if seen with ur eyes man... can see the diff shades of yellow pattern... XD

Anyways, a Message by George Carlin (found on Shi Shi's blog):

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints.

We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.

We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.

We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copiesthan ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

George Carlin

[[ Jem ]]
thnx Joelle for the days=)

SUAY DAY

2008-08-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

realli realli suay day... for those who remembered 25th August 2006???

my left shoulder...and my left hand...

WELCOME TO 14 AUGUST!!!

right shoulder...right hand...

trade off yeahz??? smaller one on the shoulder than the left one... BUT A MASSIVE INCREASE OF THE RIGHT HAND THEN THE LEFT ONE!!!

Pris, DUN SCREAM!!! =X

those who are scared of blood, dun scream!!! Missy-s can use them for ur project... what injury u call these ahz???

oh well... nt a good day for many of us i guess... Arvind was scolding CB all day long coz of studies... kinda sux... my side is no diff... oh well... tml PFS... MUZ SCORE!!! sry... WILL SCORE!!! XD

ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO WILL BE HAVING THEIR EXAMS FOR AUG!!! for those who don't, SHUT UP =P

[[ Jem ]]
I Miss Her... I wanna see her round face again soon =X

2008-08-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT KIDS!!!

2day was SHIOK AHZ!!!

b4 tat... i've been slpin at 12 and wakin up at abt 8 to cycle to sch to study wid Arvind and TC... muz admit, i tink this is the life for me man... i feel so much better XD... aniwayz... BEEF NOODLE AND BEEF LAKSA for Arvind and I this afternoon... sry no pics coz the food was juz too tempting for us... was down in abt 7 mins flat... it was that excellent... its at AMK... probably can join us if u know how to cycle =P

both of them came down for dinner at yishun... n look at the SPREAD!!!

FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD!!! INDIAN ROJAK WAS HEAVENLY!!! woots... after dinner, everyone cycled home... and i miss this...starbucks coffee~ caramel frap, ice hazelnut choc, JAVA CHIP... so much... sianz...NYP has been stressing me so much... exams exams exams... abit sianz man... pple like me cant study... but yeahz... 1 more sem n we'll be thru =P

i'm like thinkin of after exam activities liaoz...

rock climbing ahz... pool ahz... singing ahz... gym ahz... cycling ahz... this is what i'll do...

i'll cycle as much as i can, almost like everyday cycle abit... i'll run abit here and there... gym on alternate days... sentosa every wkend (either sat or sun)... practice guitar every once in a while... perform once in a while... MAHJONG ONCE IN A WHILE... go pubbing once in a while... (plus i'll find a girlfriend =X I MEAN IT!!!)

I MUZ COME BACK!!! JEREMY!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

i dunno wad to blog coz i'm falling aslp soon... my bio clock reverting back liaoz XD YAYNESS!!!

[[ Jem ]]
CANT WAIT FOR AFTER EXAMS!!!

2008-08-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

juz came back from botak jones YISHUN~ oh my... new place to hang out liaoz =P

aniwayz... met IRIS after such a long time... my my my... has she grown hotter or wadz??? =X from this tomboyish gal i knew from sec 1, and now that hot (no wonder i used to like her for some time =X) oh well, pple goin for NUS guy sia XD

so yepz... met up wid Huai Xin n Rocky (some NS guy HX got to know), Si Hui and fren (i cant catch his name...) and Iris... ate at botak jones, den after tat walked to yishun library to have durian...

studies has been goin steadily for me, now that PFS is out of the way, treasury is starting to become a bitch... co law shouldnt be much of a prob, onli left wid QM tat is left untouched... muz chiong tml...

all the best to all my frens...

FY: eh, hao lian lahz... write song liaoz someone =X

Pris: u muz MUZ MUZ come for outing ahz... =P i spare u for not being able to appear at FY's house on the 24th coz u gt exams =P

Shi Shi: dating ahz... u gt gf liao mahz... i yet to find mine =(

[[ Jem ]]
sometimes it is hard to get what you want...

sianz

2008-08-11T11:36:00.003+08:00

SLEEPY!!!

actualli i'm damn awake... i slpt ytd at abt 4pm n i woke up at 10am juz nw... sheesh... but nw i feel damn awake... hopefulli my bio clock switch back liaoz...

so i've been slacking for 2 days... feelin damn guilty... haiz... oh wells...

kinda bored in class on friday...this marks the end of SCHOOL!!! IB presentation was the last... AND FINALLI ITS ALL OVER!!! YAY!!!

after tat studied in clubroom b4 heading down to fren's house for overnite...

day 1 overnight...
mahjong wid fren n fren's mom and Allan... den after tat dinner n stuff...

day 2 overnite...
FY's house... had ALOT of time to talk... wasnt much pple, but good enuff... XD

anywayz... random pics to share...

if you guys can see clearly who is this, good for u... this is without makeup...THIS IS WITH MAKE UP... big diff eh??? HAHA!!!my first class photo wid my PEM... n is onli this yr lorz... sianz... but still nt full class... SIANZ!!!i came across Priscillia (i damn used to callin her Pris liaoz... LOLZ!!!) i remember this is for Suntec... coz i am at the background walking... totally blurred... anywayz... her face as usual... ROUND~ frontal shots are a no no for her sia... HAHA!!! =X

oh well... i'm off to prepare lunch den go sch liaoz... I AM DAMN HUNGRY!!!

[[ Jem ]]
ROUTE A =D

oh well...

2008-08-10T07:12:00.002+08:00

die lahz... missin someone man... kinda funny that SHE is someone kinda unexpected... oh wells...

anywayz... haven been studyin for 2 days... or rather 1 day... nw currently stayin over at Feng Yao's place... drank n stuff n watch BEIJING OLYMPICS!!!

7.15 on the clock right nw... n i haven slept for the whole nite... chatting away wid Allan...

[[ Jem ]]
HELP!!!

fun weeks =P

2008-08-04T12:18:00.005+08:00

RWAR!!!

i finalli gt the will to update my BLOG!!! but at least this time round there's loads of pic...

my suntec performance... i wonder where all the other pics go for this event... dun seem to have it... tatz Pris, my secretary...then next up was for National Day Dinner... 5,800 audiences with media coverage... crazy experience...FY beside me... gt the damn attitude face =X he is one of the performers for the day...so is Pris... she's tryin experiments wid her camera... PRIS AHZ~ putting urself in the background doesnt make ur face smaller =X anywayz round round nice ahz~ XDthat's Joshua, one of the SoundCard juniors... went to take pics n vid for us...tatz Bernice... also SoundCard jr, went to help out... they 2 stole ALOT of goodies to eat lahz... Merci choc, burgers etc.played pool at Kpool...

AND FINALLI YTD'S EVENT!!! Pasir Ris obervation Ceremony...

its us 3 again~ (I FORGOT TO TAKE PIC WID FY!!!) LOLZ!!! we gt invited to perform once again... seen the minister one more time... he actualli asked us to turn pro... but cmon lahz... sing National Day song can turn pro so easily mehz??? =P

after everything, FY n i were slacking at Pasir Ris mrt when 3 gals approach us... i knew they were from some church but i didnt quite know anything... so they actualli asked if we were interested to join basic guitar classes (HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAAHAHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE) sry... LOLZ!!! but in the end they asked if i was interested to teach (tatz more like it) one of them was FY's fren's cousin... HAHA!!! coincidence??? can pull FY to church liaoz =P

den after tat went to play pool at katong first, den down to amk...

SATURDAY!!!

was crazy... started off wid a cycle down to LongHouse to meet TC... reached at abt 7am...

alot ALOT of pro bikers around... can see by their gear, their bikes etc... WAS CRAZY!!!i actualli manage to reach sentosa from yishun in 1 hrs time...tat was crazy...TC was so happy that we were like the first few to reach the beach...after lying on the floor to sleep for a while, the condition didnt change... the beach was still empty... onli abt 12noon den the crowd came in... bahz~ ulty frisbee peeps came down too... played a small pickup (like finalli)... and enjoyed myself...at the end of the day, we finalli settled down at vivo for carls jr... finalli~

[[ Jem ]]
I'm Loving IT~

oh wells

2008-07-29T02:45:00.002+08:00

hmmm...

its kinda funny when pple pass comments on others without knowing the actual facts...

comment:
"all i intended for you to do is reply me w an honest ans and the reason you did it for"
my reply:
well i wasnt even near my computer when u 'chat' with me... i was clearing my clubroom and my friend was using my laptop to search for our performance video...

comment:
"i dun think its fair judging someone"
my reply:
so who is judgin who at this present moment? i wonder who said that the boss has no balls coz he smokes?

comment:
"to think i only read ur blog now... wadya think of urself?"
my reply:
hmmm so since u read a post that was 8 months ago, did i ever continue wid any criticism or insult? no... and what i tink abt myself, well i've change for the better, thank you =)

comment:
"i dunnoe if u faked the gf and friend thing.. but i think you did... wad's wrong w you? grow up..."
my reply:
faking girlfriend thing??? i dun have a gf, and how did i fake sumthin when i wasnt even in front of my com??? i dun think there is a problem with me, but growing up is abit too fast for me right nw... thats the onli problem...

comment:
"u dare to do something dare to admit it... if not no one will respect you after dat..."
my reply:
well i admit i posted the blog entry... well??? evidence is here so yeahz...

comment:
"i dun critisize u coz i hate u... i do it coz there are so many things you need to change..."
my reply:
who was there to point fingers whenever my best friend was abit disappointed??? who was there to accuse me of everything that didnt happen??? so if my friend did not invite you to his house for our cookout makes you so pissed and you have to point the finger at me, where is the hate NOT coming from??? i needa change??? did you ever tell me what do i need to change???

comment:
"u keep talking about God in ur blog... where is He in ur life? honestly i dun see it.."
my reply:
well He's real in my life, He's all around me, and coz ur not, so probably tatz the reason why you dont see it...

comment:
"apparently u can't take a good and honest opinion, you just wana like in a lie and think and hope dat everyone likes you..."
my reply:
i take opinions seriously, i learn from them... and lying??? i wonder who is deceiving herself without knowing the truth first... i noe who likes me, i noe who dont... apparantly u dont... coz i see you putting all blame on me...

comment:
"childish.. even all ur friends know.. they just duwana say..."
my reply:
oh wow, all my friends know, i wonder if you know my friends, and look who's passing judgement now???

comment:
"and i know you won't be able to take all dat i've said so far... so go ahead, curse me... swear at me... do wadever you want..."
my reply:
hmmm, tink you're just wasting your time saying stuff like these, coz i cant be bothered abt one-sided opinions... am i suppose to collapse n break down n cry now??? oh well... boo hoo hoo, its all over... i dun bother cursing n swearing at you coz you dont know the truth and i dont wanna be angry with pple who are oblivious to things happening around me... i'll just go on wid life i guess???

comment:
"dun bother about pple like you... waste ur time.. to think i thought i could help u get better."
my reply:
well you could by just stopping your fingerpointing and know the facts... and i'm much better than before... at least i appreciate pple more than depreciate them...

hmmm... that was my ex-gf sending me a friendster message... well my turn to clarify...

i've posted the entry OH-SO-LONG ago... about 8 months??? and now she reads it n looks for me for trouble... well, i didnt continue any insulting n stuff, so why am i still in the wrong??? you said God is good... Yes He is wonderful, says that He saved you from me... welll i tink its the other way round (no offence to God but i have to say this)... God punishes pple for their wrongdoing??? well i guess u have started your wrongdoings since the age of 5???

nahz... shouldnt bother much abt this now... believe what i said or not, its up to you... i know where i stand...

anyways... PERFORMANCE WAS GREAT!!! 5,800 audience watching me perform on stage realli knocked me off my feet... awesome~

pool wid Soundcard peeps were also damn fun... and I GET TO PLAY WID RUSSEL (Bernice's Golden Retriever)!!! XD FUN FUN FUN!!!

[[ Jem ]]
i know me better than you

performance performance

2008-07-11T19:51:00.001+08:00

man... damn tired nw lqahz... 7.51 n i'm slackin in the clubroom waiting for Veenotth to submit his ICA 2 before we cn go off... oh well...

i must say SoundCard is realli sumthin that i look forward to... all the fun we have... the 'aiseh aiseh' and the 'JEREMY!!!' and the HEAD VOICE... and the EMMELINE (=X) and the MARCUS!!! LOLZ!!! all the stupid random stuff...

never thought i could form a club like this... all fun... rock on =)

[[ Jem ]]
SoundCard: Sound out to the world

GET HIGH~~~

2008-07-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

well well,

quite a few pple are pressing for me to update my blog~

so here it is...

BEEN DAMN SICK FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS!!! damn durian gave me heatiness and nw i have sore throat, flu and cough... crapz... and with not enuff slp coz of projects, no wonder i felt like dying...

on the bright side, PERFORMANCES ARE FUN!!! another lunchtime concerts at the atrium... did Love Me wid my trusty Ovation (but something happened to her...) and turned out quite well... the rest done pretty well for first timers as well... gd work SoundCard... =)

got to know quite a few members better as well... went to play pool... went for dinner... Jam 2gether... perform 2gether... shiok lahz... =P

well... goin cycling wid Pirakesh n Harold tml... i ought to get some rest... EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY!!! XD

[[ Jem ]]
i juz hit reset =P off to a new start...

meowz~

2008-06-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

went over to Veenotth's house to do proj on sunday... stayed overnite to complete our IB and Law proj... n i took like 6 hrs to complete Devil May Cry 3... tat was crazy shit man... ANYWAYZ... went to sch wid a sleepy head n a croaky voice as usual... did nt perform as well for SoundCard practice as i should be... i probably needa get some slp soon...

dinner at TPY wid the SoundCard hangout gang (Allan, Han Chuan, Shu Yue)... we never seem to run out of topics to talk man... crazy stuff...

and guess wad...

i had a sudden craving for DURIAN!!!

SHIOK LAH!!! durian was good... bought a small pack from TPY... it actualli stink up the whole cabin although it was wrapped and tied up in plastic bag... D24, POWER LAHZ!!!

feelin like i'm in heaven right nw... woohoo~

btw, my classmate commented sumthin

'is it fashionable for guys not to shave nowadays? even the other guy onli shaved his moustache but not his beard...'

ermz... good qn... i'm nt sure... i dun have the time for the past few days though... stay over at other pple's house n stuff... Mahjong ahz, night cycling ahz... n i met TC up for a cycling trip to ECP on sat... was horrible on my side... derailleurs gt cocked up big time... chain dropped and gt stuck for quite some time... and fixing of deraillieurs was ermz... kinda stupid... see TC's blog for more info... but dun laugh at me =X BTW i clocked 300KM so far... way to go fat boy!!! XD

http://loketc.livejournal.com

Bandzout audition didnt turned out as well as i thought it would be... apparantly my lead guitarist n drummer kinda cocked up for the first song... tempo off, instument no sound, bad effect on mixer... oh balls... how bad can things get??? didnt get into finals though... but i'm finalli off the hook... NO MORE LAST MINUTE BAND STUFF AGAIN MAN!!! i love to be a solo performer XD

SUNTEC PERFORMANCE
25 JUNE 2008
7PM
SOME PEARL FOUNTAIN INSIDE OF SUNTEC ITSELF!!!
BE THERE!!! SUPPORT ME!!! XD

[[ Jem ]]
enjoy every freakin moment of life!!! XD

NABI AND DOKI!!!

2008-06-19T06:17:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! DAMN CUTE!!!

hard for me to say sumthin like this but...

DAMN CUTE!!!

http://www.sambakza.net/amalloc/amalloc_frameset.htm
There She Is step 1 to 3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=edXK0oH3Lg0
There She Is Step 3 alternate beginning

its abt a story of this rabbit that fell in love for a cat (huh???)
den the cat slowly feel for the rabbit...

ok i'm kinda talkin nonsense nw... BUT THE CLIPS ARE DAMN CUTE!!!

i think the girls will scream~

[[ Jem ]]
can rabbits really fall for cats and vise versa???

PUSH IT!!!

2008-06-13T03:46:00.003+08:00

been pushin my limit for a sport nw...

i'm pushin my bike... tryin to push to the max... though alot of scratches here n there, 1 chain drop incident, and a few near fall incidents...

25km per day, no falls, no stopping due to the lactic in my thigh, all the way push push push!!! achieve a max of 54.8KM/Hr, explore routes to Arvind house just nw... had a nice supper over at the coffeeshop at his place...

poly forum was kinda cool, gettin to noe pple from diff polys and realli enjoyed every moment of it... feels like i'm an OGL again... those kinda feeling where u cn mingle around, rah-rah a team, play stupid games n no one would bother...

after tat went for Soundcard for a while, though trainin ended but there are stuff to discuss... oh well... gonna see what's installed for us...

JODIE!!! hope u r readin this...
- make or update blog
- upload pics and song vids of performance
- attandence list
- probably u wanna do a nice calander for us to update
- take pics
- wanna design a club T???
- try out singing widout singing 2gether wid Espall

i wanna reform the committee...

aniwayz... SUAYNESS got into me... MY ATM CARD GOT SWOLLOWED UP BY THE DAMN MACHINE!!! now i'm gonna be short of cash till the time my card comes... in the mean time, i guess it will be breakfast, lunch n dinner at home... gonna spend quality time doing my project, study n cycling liaoz...

so i was suppose to go pulau ubin for a retreat... but NO MORE CARD N CASH!!! so i met up wid Wynne for dinner... tat silly girl called me in the middle of poly forum, acting like some HR manager from some accounting firm n asked me if i was interested in a job or sumthin... n was suppose to meet at Indochine... LOLZ!!! but in the end we went Carl's for some good thick burgers n filled us up so much, that we couldnt even be bothered to go watch the band n have a nice jug of beer... 1 thing she said struck me the most...

'well, it's not any other bike, it's YOUR bike.'

that got me thinking... my bike... which makes me wanna focus on MY BIKE... or rather MY POSSESSIONS...

what we have, we should treasure and nt take for granted... easy for me to say, but i hope i can realli apply it in my life... hopefulli i wun take things for granted anymore... for this sem, i've been talkin to Veenotth abt how i felt i woke up from my 'fun' to the reality and manage my time n stuff well... i'm no longer the kid i always though i am... though its still inside me, but realli, i've grown since the last time i actualli thought abt myself...

enjoying life now... i'm gonna use this momentum n push it to the max...

[[ Jem ]]
'well, it's not any other bike, it's YOUR bike.' no matter how bad/ordinary/good your possessions or friends are, it's you who determines how much their worth can stretch... put everything to the test, push the limit, and push yourself...

HOLS ARE HERE!!!

2008-06-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

FINALLI!!!

2 wks of hols... been waitin for this for God knows how long... finalli some rest... budden there are till loads of projects stacked in front of me... damn...

well, something got me cycling for the past weeks... i dunno what has driven me to do it but yeah...

my trusty mountain bike... SuperB frame wid the old shimano XTR parts... probably worth abt 1k about 10 to 15 yrs back...the mornin sky of seletar reservoir... damn cloudy, its drizzlin in fact... but yeahz... what the hell...

MY NEW RALEIGH ROAD BIKE!!! shimano tiagra parts wid mix of trektro brakes, solid i tell u... cost me 1k for everything u see there... damn worth the money... CHEAP n GOOD!!! clocked about 25km 2day with this baby, n went up to 45km/h... woo~ FLY BABY~the evening sky of seletar reservoir... cruised down wid my road bike to see the sun set...

lookin at the sky gt me wondering how i actualli drifted away from happiness to try to get what i deem "selfish joy"... kinda pathetic to see myself in this kinda state... but i feel kinda good now... though there are still things buggin me... i'm out to drive all the shit out of my life...

[[ Jem ]]
so what is right and what is left now???

you're always on my mind~

2008-05-31T06:24:00.003+08:00

Tiki Taane
Always on My Mind

Oooooohh Ooooohh
Yeah
You're always on my mind
Don't ya know that you're always

I remember when
when I first met you I knew just what to do
I had to get to know
to get to know you right, you're my darkness, you're my light

You're always on my mind
I've been waiting so long, for you I wrote this song girl
You don't know what you've got
Until your world has gone, this is why i know its strong

Girl you've got me singing with some melody
You're always on my mind, this is what you do to me
Girl you've got me singing with some harmony
Forever you're my queen and baby girl i'm your king

I am not afraid
Afraid to say the words, even if my brothers heard
Because of what you mean
of what you mean to me
you are giving everything
You have changed my life
more than you'll ever know this is why I have to show girl
That you were everything
and everything to me baby girl I hope you'll say

Girl you've got me singing with some melody
You're always on my mind, this is what you do to me
Girl you've got me singing with some harmony
Forever you're my queen and baby girl I'm your King

You're always on my mind
Don't ya know that you're always
You're always on my mind

You're always on my mind
Don't ya know that you're always
You're always on my mind

nice hawaii like song... LOLZ!!! u love hawaii, u love this song... LOLZ!!!
kinda meaningful... (but of course, this is a love song)

well seems like when i juz release all my burden, everything seems to be movin so well... haha!!! well its like 6.40 in the mornin n i have nt slept... probably will later after i go grab my cheque n deposit it... goin cycling soon though...

went to Brandon's house to play mahjong... well, at least a noob like me won abit of money to buy myself 1 ice tea from the coffeeshop nearby XD

[[ Jem ]]
who shall i sing that song to =X

things are turnin up =D

2008-05-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

well guess wad...

after nights ot nt slpin n stuff... i finalli sort of 'woke up'...

still remember the night tat Wynne was talkin abt expectations n stuff...

kinda struck me damn hard in the head...

i'm kinda expecting everything to happen, but what i get is normalli the opposite... i seem to rush everythin like crazy... homework, school, CCA, life, family, relationships etc... but wad i realli need nw is juz to chill~

besides i guess i still left abt 613,200 hrs left in my life... so why the hell am i worrying... =P

hmmm i tink i gotta slp soon... wake up to do my studyin... guess i might juz change my sleepin habits soon enuff...

ICA was good, probably score quite well for 2day's IFTRY... tml there is still Company Law and PFSCON to conquer~ JIA YOU!!! =D

[[ Jem ]]
Why make yourself sad when you can turn the situation around to make yourself happy instead XD

2008-05-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

so yeahz~ chionging nw...

tml ICA for Interational Finance
tues ICA for Company Law n Published Financial Statement

SOMEBODY SHOOT ME!!!

dyin to go to the beach man... dyin to throw the disc oso... my chance has passed... oh well...

its hard for someone to nt doubt the rest of the world... but human nature does that to us, make us doubt everyone in sight...

i guess i needa tone down abit...

i dunno... i guess i'm juz tired...

n bored...

i need a vacation...

[[ Jem ]]
why the heck you gotta make things so complicated~ -Avril Lavigne - Complicated

---untitled---

2008-05-25T17:11:00.002+08:00

friday wasnt reali good for me... though i gotten slp, but in the end i didnt for fri nite...

chat on msn till abt 3 den i went cyclin to meet my fren at Hougang (u noe how far is tat away from yishun??? =P) den chattin till sunrise n had breakfast... went for the frisbee competition... nothin much happened around there, den i started to cycle home at 11...

reached back at 12.30 and went to shower then meet the POs of OPSS and some students for lunch at botak jones TPY...

margarita was nice~ lime margarita...
my chilli dawg was abit of a killer, nearli died there...

den went to church, onli to find out my energy began to drain out and i actualli fell aslp for a while =X

went to do the laundry n fold the clothes till abt 12 then i feel aslp all the way till 5PM... back is aching, thighs are aching... ooooo...

blog later~ chaoz~

[[ Jem ]]
trust... hmmm...

Bleeding Love

2008-05-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

Leona Lewis
Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep (keep) bleeding love (love)
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing (ooh)
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding (ah ah)
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love (ooh ooh)
Keep bleeding (oh ooh ooh)
Keep, keep bleeding love (love)
(Oh) you cut me open and I

Keep bleeding (ah ah)
Keep, keep bleeding love (yeah ah yeah)
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love (oh, I keep bleeding love)
Keep bleeding (I keep)
Keep, keep bleeding love (oh)
You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

i'm crazy over this song man~ RWAR!!! tink i muz learn this... XD

[[ Jem ]]
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you

i'm awake even at 5.30~

2008-05-22T05:31:00.002+08:00

oh well... at least i'm awake for a better reason than watching the match... no offence to soccer fanatics but yeahz... I WAS DOING TUTORIAL AT THE VOID DECK OF MY BLOCK!!! achievement no.1 XD

well... at least i noe i'm nt the onli one burnin the midnite oil... Jodie's around to burn it for her proj for August Rush... which reminds me, i haven watch tat show yet... damn~ heard its abt this music genius or sumthin... A MUST WATCH FOR MUSIC LOVERS!!!

its like 5.30 in the mornin right nw... Silver's slpin on my left while Bai Jiao is slpin on my right and Meow Meow is slpin next to my leg... n i'm still awake rattling on my keyboard to do this post up...

i wonder how many pple actualli read my blog... but tatz nt the point... tagboard abit dead nw... so yeahz...

while during PFSCON (my accounting module), i realized how much i know n how much i dont... how much i actualli understand and how much i still dunno how to fit some parts in place... i'm abit laggy wid my work now... sianz... but actualli i enjoyed doin my tut juz nw... now tatz something i should have found 3 2 1/2 yrs ago... or even way back in primary sch... been playin too much for the past few yrs... even now as i'm actualli studyin, i'm still playin quite alot... have to buck up Jem~

cant wait to play for youth service as a guitarist (lead or rythmn i dunno)... its time tat i actualli use what i know for God... needa read the bible more too... i'm starting to find out i'm lagging behind in all aspects... sheesh...

global warmin sux~ BIG TIME!!! was talkin to 2 frens at north canteen ytd... n i receive the same feedback...

"WAH LAO EH!!! HOT SIA!!! even at night when I sleep in the nude, i still perspire..."

amen to that man... if nt becoz of my bro wanting to slp in an airconditioned environment, i would have done the same... stupid aircon is givin me sinus in the mornin n cloggin up my nostrils...

moon is still hung high up in the night sky... hope tat she's slpin well (no not the cats, they always sleep well)... hope that everyone is slpin well in fact...

no one deserves the crap that they are goin thru nw... but no one cares to make things better... everyone is so preoccupied wid their stuff to actualli just STOP and THINK... for those who do, i salute to u, coz i think you guys are one of the few (like me =X) who would juz appreciate the time out to juz think...

guess i have to stop here... i'll juz go take one last look at the moon b4 i catch some eye-shut... thank God tat friday is SBM graduation n i can catch up wid some slp... =)

[[ Jem ]]
each time when i look towards the moon n think of you, i wonder if u'll do the same...

why oh why???

2008-05-22T01:52:00.008+08:00

man... i wonder why the hell i took a diploma in Accountancy and Finance...

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

damn~ its too late to regret... last stretch...

but its kinda funny... i never took accounts b4, i never realli knew wat it is abt... i should have gotten myself into mktg or business management or hospitality or media studies or even sports and wellness... theory is so much easier for me... esp for mktg those kinda subject... but i'm nw stuck wid my accounts =(

oh well...

things wun go this way if i was ever in other courses...

NYP night view is still as cool as usual... i realli love sch, but i HATE studyin... ironic eh???full moon still... take at the tracks... lovely view... juz wanna fall aslp there lahz...n thats me... testin out my hp cam nw... increase light intensity... everythin turns kinda reddish, includin the other pics...i juz wanna be like my cats... juz laze around at home... shiok lahz... kenna fed, gt place to live, no need think of clothes to wear, do business everywhere, gt owner to hug all the time, whole house to urself even though if owner at home, sleep anywhere, get fat but everyone still loves you... SO MANY GOOD POINTS!!! ARGH!!! i wish i was garfield

this fat feline that is juz craving for lasagna~ prrrrr~ makes me so hungry~ and a love for COFFEE!!! he's cool~ i wanna be a cat JUST like GARFIELD!!!but like what he says... Things Aren't Always As They Seem... oh well... i'm still stuck in this human body... zzzzz...

alrite... i ought to get some slp... needa wake up at abt 7 to go sch to do my tut for published finance... sianz...

[[ Jem ]]
was there a spark???

tired~

2008-05-21T13:56:00.003+08:00

yeahz... suppose to haf a international finance and treasury make up lecture on my weekly wednesday break (i haf no classes on weds)... n Ms Sandra Teo has to slot sumthin in... =( i'll skip it anyways... i'll most probably do my tutorials for 2day while watching the discs fly around in sch...

i've been sleeping so irregularly these few days, so much so that now exercise seem to drain me so quickly at night... lets see... i've slept abt 13 hrs 2day... i wanted to take up at 10am, or latest 11am (i alwayz snooze for 1 hr)... BUT seems like fat boy Jeremy wants to slp more XD thus waking up at 1.45 coz Rene has to spoil my dreams~ =(

well no complains bahz... i still haf to go thru life even though i'm tired... n bored...

*random time*

guess wad... SOMEONE has been foolin around wid my hp cam... STABILIZER IS OFF!!! DAMN~ no wonder alot of my pics are all shaky and wavey... sianz...

ok back to topic...

ytd was Rene's bday btw... surprised her the yet another cake... n here r the pics~ super blur for the group pic =( but i'll get another one from Rene's cam...

choc cake from her dance peeps~was damn solid lahz... haha... love the choc...yet another cake by us~ i tink its a... i dunno... tasted like a black forest but wid white cream... n there she is blowing the 24 candles (actualli 2 long n 4 short)... cream was all over her face (and ours)there u cn see Arvind running away from little Ms Rene... LOLZ he's scared of cream =Xn here's the surprise team~ Arvind, Eunice, Pris, Espall n me~ Cheers~

well i'm almost finally finally out of words~

[[ Jem ]]
mesmerize my heart~

finalli some pics again~

2008-05-20T01:58:00.004+08:00

alrite... event pics first...

dinner celebration at COCA~ fresh meat, fresh vege, fresh food~ $33 per pax for dinner though... but its worth the freshness... i loved the thai sauce too =DDUDES AT GLORIA JEAN~ (clockwise from the left) Arvind, Jolin, Jodie, Teng Chung n ME~

lets see... apparantly Jolin is Jodie's friend from FTP, n she is from MI, and she knows CINDY YEO (Ms tortoise i know u r readin this =P), and she knows Hui Xia (alrite i dun tink she will read this =X) small world after all eh??? haha... N DAMN~ JODIE IS WEARING MY RUDY'S ON HER HEAD!!! ARGH!!!~ (and i'm most probably gettin new lens for that =P)

the boring day at the airport~ studyin... haiz... how did i end up there??? oh well... n guess wad was i studyin???QUALITY MANAGEMENT!!! Mr Boo ought to be proud of me... n Sony should be proud of me for using the 5mp K850I to take this quality shot... the pic makes me feel like i'm havin a flashback on wad i have studied =Xquality come with OVATION TOO~ my 25 yr old baby~ WOOHOO~ cant believe my guitar is so old lahz... n it still sounds quite impressive... the code on the top shows how old is my guitar... hafta check the Ovation webby to know =P

AND NOW RANDOM PICS~

I HATE MY BRO~ btw he handsome ahz??? =P basket... he n his gf went to somewhere (i dunno where) TO HAVE A&W LAHZ!!! WAFFLES AND ROOTBEER FLOAT!!! KNS!!! makes me wanna drool~ this pic is from Faith's (gf) friendster...The window of opportunity~ actualli its the window of LTD 6... was sittin beside TC for lecture coz Veenotth stinked... so was so bored coz of AIS lecture (feels like some engineering lec)... this looks like some prison cell widout the bars... =Xgot abit emo juz nw so i went to have a walk around yishun... moon was beautiful... was damn bright oso... reminded me on how I n someone used to fall aslp under it =(it was full moon btw... pretty~

reminds me of how small we are...
we used to fall in love... but we were never together... i wonder why...
i kinda missed the feelin of havin someone around with me...
someone to hold and hug...
someone to kiss...
someone to talk to...
someone to just enjoy the quiet time together...
someone...

where are you~

[[ Jem ]]
man... is it my turn to fall in love again???

HAPPY BDAY MAMA~

2008-05-19T01:10:00.002+08:00

abit too late... budden... HAPPY BDAY!!!

i dunno wad has gotten into me budden i feel damn awkward... damn~

studied at the airport 2day... see the planes take off from T2... makes me wonder when will I take off n reach my desired destination... i'm like stuck here lahz... nt say SG airport nt good, but i wanna take flight and nt stay still...

ah wadeva... LOLZ!!! i'm damn sleepy right nw... but i'll still blog...

N THIS IS MY 100th POST!!!

should i be changing a new blog n seal this one down???

so what have i been doin for the past 5 mnths of this yr??? i dunno... get screwed in every way possible by myself??? think so... solve my problems??? partialli... walk around aimlessly??? DEFINITELY!!!

so can someone juz drop in here n SHOW ME SOME DIRECTIONS???

[[ Jem ]]
Gibberish~ ignore~ =P
hey you~ can i get to know u better??? =P

hey you~

2008-05-18T02:12:00.003+08:00

argh~ laundry to fold~ at 2.15 n i haf a fresh load of clothes to hang and fold... sianz...

hey you~
i've seen you in my dreams and i hope
that you~
would stand in front of me so i know
you're real~
the one that holds my hand and show me that
it's true~
that we would run away together...

LOLZ!!!

Verse 1 of song just like that...

my dream~ hope my dreams would continue to inspire me =X

(but this song abit emo...)

[[ Jem ]]
just like that, i'll try to figure about who you are...

shy that way~

2008-05-17T14:56:00.003+08:00

ouch~ woke up wid a big headache again...

its damn sian lahz... every sat...

oh well...

do dreams really come true??? 3 days in a row, been havin these dreams about people around me... well the first day's dream came true... so would the other 2 come true too???

those dreams placed me back to the days where i'm not as 'loud' and out-going as i am now... was this shy quiet kid that carried his guitar all around learning to play simple songs n stuff... den someone came over... i don't know who she is and i didnt know what she wanted... we continued chatting until the time i needed to leave the stadium steps... then i woke up...

oh well... I'M HUNGRY~

off to buy LUNCH!~

[[ Jem ]]
eh??? you are seeing things~

where is the passion when you need it the most???

2008-05-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

well,

there she came over to me,
with a heavy full of burden,
trying to keep it all in,
but she fail to do so.

reached out her hands,
and she needed a hug so badly,
and when she got one,
she bursted out in tears.

i really didnt know what to do at that very moment...

we're only human,
i can only do my part,
hope she's feeling better,
i dont want to see her hurt so much again.

give someone a hug if he/she needs it a lot,
you'll never know how much healing can it do.

RWAR!!!

i feel like just goin to a seaside to slack... enjoy the breeze, (test out my new shades), n probably release some tension...

[[ Jem ]]
sentosa on sunday???
i miss the bubbly figure in my blurry dreams...

guitar~

2008-05-16T01:46:00.002+08:00

*DROOLS* i'm drooling over guitars~

damn Arvind has to show me Takamine's guitars and from then on i spent 1 1/2 hr just lookin at guitars from Takamine, Taylor, Seagull and Ovation...

*drools*

my room could be flooded if my body could just produce the saliva...

i dunno wad i want... I WANT A GUITAR!!!

[[ Jem ]]
this is pretty much the direction i wanna go =)

brrrrr~

2008-05-15T01:09:00.002+08:00

something feels so wrong...

i just remembered...

last nite i wore a shirt n my rugby jersey to slp... but this morning, i woke up half naked!!! dun think i was dreamin n stuff... but yeah... i cn swear tat i had my shirt on...

do i sleep-walk???

do i sleep-talk???

i realli dunno...

or do i have memory lapse???

sheesh... i realli dunno...

[[ Jem ]]

i think i head hurts... =(

YAY~

2008-05-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

man... thought there were blunders n stuff... but 1 thing's for sure

WE SURE ENJOYED OURSELVES MAN~ =P

n after reviewing my performances n stuff... i found out my voice isnt exactly how i thought i sound like... LOLZ!!!

n i cant perform widout food... N ESPECIALLI WATER IN THE MORNIN!!! alamak... throat abit dry lehz... LOLZ!!!

one performance i realli loved was from ARVIND!!! vids will go up in either youtube or myspace...

LOLZ!!! I'M FREAKIN HEARIN HIM SING FOR THAT SONG MAN!!!

'oops wrong chord' LOLZ!!!

i'm off to enjoy myself on the vids man... buaizzzzz~

[[ Jem ]]
I LOVE PERFORMANCES!!! XD

WEE~

2008-05-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

so excited for THE MAC PERFORMANCE~

lets rock the house down =)

well i wonder who will be there though...

would i see flashin memories?
or would i see familiar faces?
i've always waited for days like these...
where i'll shut myself in my own fancy world,
and just play my songs till my heart's content...
i do miss the times where she came to see me play...
but now i wonder who will now...

it's no longer about me...
now it's about us...
we performers do it for our audience...
even if there is just ONE...
we'll still be doing our best...

you know, in the end...
i must just perform for ONE...
and i don't want the world to see me...
'cos i don't think that they understand...
when everything's meant to be broken...
i just want you to know who i am...

this entry seems to easy to type...
the words just flow through my fingers...
rattling on the keyboard...
the sentences seem to just complete themselves...

hey girl you know you drive me crazy...
one look puts the rythmn in my hand...
and no one knows how this rythmn just come about...
seems almost magical...
at the same time illusional...

real feelings or fake ones...
that i'm not sure...
there is only one way to find out...

i'll just stop and stare...
and try to spot you...

then i'll know...

LOLZ!!! this post is a bit full of gibberish... hopefulli i'll type out a song for me to sing just like that in future entries... there are lyrics of songs in the mess up there... try to spot some... =P

[[ Jem ]]
will i get to see her face once again???

blah blah blah

2008-05-13T00:45:00.002+08:00

ranting n ranting n ranting

lets see now...

i'm juz so confused y pple have grudges over each other n do not want to resolve it...

(ok i wanted to talk to SOMEONE... but tat SOMEONE came up to me first... so problem solved... nw she has to submit a list of names to me due to her carelessness... =P)

some pple are juz arent happy wid me eh??? like how i talk, how i do things... they say, "that Jeremy change alot lehz... last time he like this.... now he like that"

i'll tell u abt last time,

1) police wear shorts (以前警察穿短裤)
2) dinosaurs cross roads(恐龙过马路)
3) my mom was a chio bu(我老妈是chiobu)

hmmm...

4) my friends were all virgins...
5) Veenotth used to kick the living daylights out of others in the TKD ring
6) some of my buddies got kicked out of school and came back again
7) I used to haf girlfriends
8) I couldnt play the guitar
9) I couldnt sing
10) I probably have not do abt 80% of all assignments given to me in my whole entire life(nt sure ahz)

WHO CARES ABT THE PAST!!! everyone wanna know abt now...

WHO CARES ABT LAST TIME... we'll probably juz be bothered by what we did for the prev month... tatz abt it...

well if u gt an issue wid me, juz tell me bahz... n if i had one wid u, i'll find a time to ask u out for a nice drink n tell u all abt it...

BUT NOW~

proper blogging...

basketball wasnt realli that fun for me...
1) i cant realli shoot now
2) i forgotten to bring my shoes (thought they were in the locker but they werent)
3) now i haf big blisters on the sole of my foot...
4) having a headache

but FRISBEE WAS~ =P

COACH TC HAMMER MY DISC HIGH UP N IT SPIKED DOWN ON THE BASKETBALL COURT!!! BASKET LAHZ!!! I WANT REVENGE!!!

n i know of this counsellor

JODIE PANG

that actualli helped me settle my conflict by starting the conflict =X

no lahz~ juz jokin... but thnx for helping... realli... appreciated it... coz i probably might juz rant abt her n juz forget abt it until it happens again... =X

i cant wait for tml n wed... practice n performance... its gonna be good...

SOUNDCARD: SOUND OUT TO THE WORLD

we'll make this happen...

[[ Jem ]]
dun worry, i wont bite... =P

sianz...

2008-05-12T10:37:00.003+08:00

guess wadz... i'm late for class... I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABT MY 10AM CLASS LAHZ!!! sianz... now i'm slackin at mac...

picturin the scene of the mac performance...

its gonna be good =)

i'm bored...

very very bored...

i'm juz waiting for someone to kill this boredom...

well nt Martin Lee of course... gonna haf his tut later in 20 mins time...

lookin back at the pic of the prev post... i still feel uneasy in my stomach...

guess i'll just rest for a while...

[[ Jem ]]
ah la la la la la la, life is wonderful~

Bloody Roar

2008-05-12T02:46:00.004+08:00

Alrite~ its a name of a PS2 game... damn nice... haven played tat game in ages... aniwayz... the following post is gonna be bloody!!!

Note: Viewer's discretion is adviced... Not for the faint hearted...

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very very sick colour. bloody red... Arvind n i sucked on every bone found... he had a piece of brainy like substance scooped up n ready to eat it... our fingers were stained horribly as we feasted on the broken bones of our prey... the taste of fresh meat satisfied our hungry... a bloody mess we made... everyone who walked by or sat around us stared at us with disgust... we came, we saw, we conquered... *drumrolls*

a $15 portion of tulang...

that was good stuff man... readers who never tried it before, i assure u, its not raw, n it's that red coz of food colouring and the sauce... the size of the bones are big (like the size of human's) is because THAT plate of delicious stuff is lamb~ the connector of the limbs... the sweet and abit spicy sauce is just so good, tat u wanna soak every little bit with bread... tendon n ligament n meat are still intact on the outside of the bone while the sinful marrow is inside the bone... you'll have to suck it out and probably knock the bone on the table to loosen the marrow inside for easier consumption...

easy to stomach??? yes for locals, no for foreigner friends... marrow aint that fantastic if u dunno how to enjoy them... lookin at the pics nw, i actualli feel like puking... its too 'gelate'(dunno how to spell) for me...

hmmm i'm sleepin later than usual... veri veri bad sign... hope this doesnt keep up...

[[ Jem ]]
i can have free hugs from you everytime i see you???

AWESOME~

2008-05-11T02:28:00.007+08:00

Alrite... pics are up... CHECK IT OUT~

Welcome Back John~ Sentosa was good... singing, frisbee, hell it was more than we bargained for...the gang at sentosa~ Jodie, myself, 2 babes from Japan, Karen, Arvind, Teng Chung and Leon... Frisbee pickup for the day at the beach was FUN!!!Outing at Le Barougue... whole gang wid guest appearance from Nigel n Xandra... n the dude from the band came to take a pic wid us...

Now for the most recent stuff...

every now and then we have cookouts at someone's house... apparantly this time was JOHN's house... nice kitchen though...as usual fat Jem(aka me) is hungry, so i had to get some food to eat b4 dinner started... (un)lucky enough, Jodie caught me stealing some food... man...the guys at the dinner... *note* people in the picture may appear fatter... everyone was BLOATED wid carbo that day...wanted to steal a pic of everyone... but John n Karen seem to be alert... not to mention Espall at the back... damn... she look like a ghost =X

AND NOW!!! *drumrolls* the moment many have been waiting for~

ITS THE MOMENT OF TRUTH!!!

THE BIG BUYS OF THE MONTH!!!

a bag by Outgear... removable lappy compartment... damn spacious... has alot of pockets... juz the bag for me man... $50Teva sandals~ same one as Arvind... BUT colour is diff... black n orange for this baby~ $108(BEAT THAT ARVIND)

RUDY PROJECTS!!! KETYUM!!! FINALLI I GOT THE MODEL!!! WOOHOO!!! $380... manage to steal this one off the shelf at such a low price... wadz missing now is onli a new set of lens... gonna get an impactx lens... nt gonna be cheap though... but i'll continue slashin my way thru retail stores for CHEAP prices!!!

Well, that's all folks~ one last gift for everyone... ZOMBIE!!! by Cats in E Cradle... Enjoy~ (no songs would be playin in my blog liaoz... i dun like it)

[[ Jem ]]
i have an infactuation i call love~

p.s. i guess that i'm juz ain't good enuff to be a friend anymore... fingers from you point to me everytime something goes wrong... so Jeremy is always in the wrong but you and ur friends are always in the right... maybe you are, but wadz right to you is just invalid to the rest of the world...

n dun worry guys... its nt u... its juz a little bitch cryin out to be heard by the world... =P

ego ego ego

2008-05-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego

pple with ego suffer, pple widout ego oso suffer... so who exactly can stay peaceful in life???

pple wid ego fight for the best things they want...
pple widout ego haf to hear pple wid ego fight n complain...

y nt let everyone juz swallow their pride n juz LISTEN to each other instead of wanting to prove themselves to be the best...

the world is thinkin so much abt themselves n forget that the world doesnt revolve around them...

AIYAH DAMN SIAN LAHZ!~

oh well... performance was quite alrite... in the end we did more songs than we were suppose to...

J) The Reason
E) Somewhere Over the Rainbow
J) Face Down
SY) Zombie
J) Empty Vase

abit sad though... my amp nt workin well, plus sound system screw up again... my mic doesnt seem to work... the guy put till damn soft... oh well... i'll get Allan to be my sound guy next time...

think i'll juz SLEEP n forget abt everythin... i'm tired mentally...

[[ Jem ]]
the world is flawed...

adrenaline rush~

2008-05-07T01:32:00.002+08:00

guess wad...

tml 12.30 Library Cafe
Performance
2 to 3 songs

1) Goodbye (Espall)
2) [Somewhere] Over The Rainbow (Espall)
3) The Reason (me)
4) I'm yours (me)
5) Unwell (and yes i'm unwell)

I'M SINGING THE SONGS WID A SORE THROAT!!!

sheesh... u noe, i love to get pple to do it budden all backed out n nv prepare songs... Espall oso abit last min... oh well... TIME TO CHIONG!!!

n i gt a GOOD(or bad) new from Rene~ SUNTEC PERFORMANCE WE WOULD BE GETTIN 45 MINS AIRTIME!!! YEAH BALLS!!! apparantly Voice Esemble is nt performin liaoz... so yepz XD

performance performance performance~ NYP's SoundCard is gonna be HOT~

[[ Jem ]]
should i dedicate a song durin Mac performance??? =P

it takes a crane to build a crane

2008-05-05T01:27:00.002+08:00

n it takes an MCP to produce another one...

sheesh... how bad is it to live in a house wid 2 MCPs and they dun do anything but command n command n command???

its kinda difficult if everyone doesnt do their role... i'm nt a housekeeper... i'm a student man... i needa study, i gt a CCA to run, i gt performances to practice for... i got so many thing to do, and nw i have to clean up my house while u guys just tell me to do this do that... how fair is this??? i mean... i have to clean the house, wash the clothes, take care of my 9 darlings all by myself??? man... i gonna need alot of time n energy man...

yepz go ahead pray n wish that everything will go smoothly for u guys... coz the easier ur life is, the more hard mine gets...

and it takes 2 floors to make a storey...

Espall said to me online : "look around you........"

LOLZ!!! dunno wad she mean, but yeahz... I'll open my eyes n LOOK AROUND ME~

ANyWAYZ~ dinner was fantastic... Aglio olio was good, soup was SHIOK, fruits are good, mashed potato was SHIOK, bt my cheesecake was disasterous... =( cant believe i cant find the jelly crystals i wanted... NO STOCK?!?! BOTH GIANT N NTUC didnt have it... CRAP~ tried some other crystal, turned out HORRIBLE!!! ARGH!!! cant believe i cn fail on my cheesecake attempt till so bad... haiz... oh well... i'll compensate it to TC, John, Dorcas, Karen, Joedie n Espall... well at least it was screwed up... coz we had TOO much food... realli TOO MUCH!!! lucky John's bro n mom went home to help us finish up... XD

pics up soon...

so ladies n gentlemen, shall we plan for the next cook out??? budget set at $20... American dinner style...

1 mashed potato
1 stir fried vege
1 mixed vege (corn, carrots, peas)
1 baked beans
2 meat stuff
1 dessert

how about tat =P

[[ Jem ]]
all ready to look around n find one

Auditions~

2008-05-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

Alright alright.... Everyone would probably start asking me about the SoundCard auditions... Well, what can i say?

The world is jam packed with people who loves singing, but yet not everyone can sing... You may love music and singing, but you may not be able to sound nice... Tio bo? =X

Okay i'm getting damn bad... But yeah... Hey, if you love singing, and you continue to practice, you'll get better =D

Hmmm... Number of people who turned up was horrible... Lets see what contributed to this...

1st - The song was a too girly song for most people. I don't see many guys!!! Sheesh...
2nd - They only want to play instruments. A hah! But the instrument briefing is on another day.
3rd - They are not prepared for the song. Cmon man, i got to squeeze that song into my head within 2 days for Orion. We gave u 4 days.
4th - 'I want something more rock can or not...' eh hello~ graduation leh bro, you want to sing rock n metal songs for graduation???
5th - *Croak* i can't sing for nuts... I couldnt sing last time... Probably I can't sing as well as many others too.

There was this girl who played Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending on the guitar though... She really brightened up my day... And there was another who say Leanne Rhymes... I could almost melt man... HOT!!! Good vocals just rocks my socks...

Well when i have fun, school work starts to pile up into a big chunk of rubbish... THURSDAY AND FRIDAY CHIONG STUDIES!!! I wanna go enjoy at the beach on SATURDAY!!!

And to maximize my efficiency to do my IPP report tml, i better to SLEEP!!!

well i tried to type in proper structured english for this post, but I STILL THINK SINGLISH ROX FOR BLOGS!!! at least its not boring to type... hopefulli its nt boring to read too...

Niteyz~

[[ Jem ]]
I want a beer soon~ N I WANNA SLACK!!!

up and coming

2008-04-30T01:26:00.002+08:00

lets see nw...

30th April - SoundCard audition
1st May - IPP report n tutorials
2nd May - SoundCard audition
3rd May - Church
4th May - Church, dinner gathering at Sam's place
5th May - presentation for Company Law
6th May - rehearsal for Library performance
7th May - library performance (12.30 to 12.45), review of SoundCard audition
8th May - rehearsal for Mac Perforamance
9th May - rehearsal for Mac Perforamance
10th May - Church
11th May - Church, (Sentosa?)
12th May - rehearsal for Mac Perforamance
13th May - rehearsal for Mac Perforamance
14th May - Mac Perforamance (12 - 2)
15th May - FINALLI NOTHING TO DO!!! except sch =(

there goes almost 1/2 of my May... darn~ tight schedules man...

hopefulli everything goes smoothly widout cock ups...

[[ Jem ]]
SoundCard: Sound out to the world
Lips of an Angel

i cant slp...

2008-04-29T02:15:00.002+08:00

oh well...

sleepless nights~ going bright~

another day i cant realli slp... cant realli blame anyone though... nothing's going well in my fam... wonder when all this gonna end...

enuff of that...

hmmm... i dunno if i should continue this blog... nothin realli good has came out of it... bottled up feelings all spilt out here...

i dunno how to continue this post... END HERE LORZ!!! XD

[[ Jem ]]
SoundCard: Sound out to the world

just when life was getting alittle boring n dull...

2008-03-21T23:50:00.003+08:00

yepz...

just when life was getting boring...

someone has to come around to crash the party... LOLZ!!!

looks like no time for me to EMO but i gotta get my engines goin...

1st on the list...

SUNDOWN MARATHON!!! my first marathon i hope... 2 months b4 the actual stuff n i'm nt conditioned for it... gonna train soon... like SOON...

2nd on the list...

I GET TO MEET NEW PPLE... nt what i bargained for... in fact... nowadays... i get to meet pple who r juz plain n simple, n i'm nt complainin abt it... man... my taste for friends are changing...

3rd on the list

I JUZ CHANGE MY JOB SCOPE FOR MY WORK!!! n guess wad... i dun have a work station nw... so yeahz... kinda sux n i gonna suffer quite a bit to learn some stuff...

4th on the list

I'M GONNA DO UP A PROPOSAL!!! for a new CCA... singing stuff i guess... so complicated... so fun... SO CHALLENGING... i need all the support i could get... n i'm nt gonna let this go...

5th on the list

AF0702 BBQ CUM CHALET IS COMIN!!! wanna enjoy myself n slack my ass off after a long long quarter of hard work for my exams n IPP... HERE I COME~

6th on the list

i'm playin guitar like come busker now... bells, tambourine, guitar... n singing of course XD new things to experiment... n gonna continue to play hard n compose some new songs... way to go~ =X

7th on the list

fill in my log book for IPP... sianz...

8th on my list

i wanna haf a nice piece of 300 - 400gm STEAK well seasoned and medium rare done... together wid beer(OR WINE) to enjoy myself n the hardwork i've been putting in for a long long time...

9th on the list

GET MY FREAKIN ROAD BICYCLE SOON!!! in need for speed and wanna go to so many places with it... go eat, play, TRAIN up for any events tat are coming up...

10th on the list

SENTOSA!!! FRISBEE!!! VOLLEYBALL!!! SUN!!! SAND!!! SEA!!! GUITAR!!! BEACH!!! SUNGLASSES!!! FRIENDS!!! NET!!! NICE TAN!!! COOL DRINK!!! ENJOY!!! PLAY!!!

so many things to do, so little time... i need someone to encourage n push me along... or walk with me all the way(no, not the marathon)... i dun wanna do this alone u noe... XD

[[ Jem ]]
i need you to do this with me =)
but who...

2008-03-20T01:45:00.002+08:00

well~

been long since i last blogged... n guess wadz... i'm bloggin again~ XD

juz came back from sending peeps off to Germany to study... n i'm damn tired... coz i actualli took a big roundabout on the train b4 goin home... i took to EVERY stop on the red n green line 2day (except for Pasir ris, Tampines, Boon lay n Chinese Garden)... i muz be shit crazy... XD

well... its been a long long time since i saw so many NYPians around... great to haf them around to say hi n chat... n got to know some of them too...

eyes are closing soon... well... 1 more day b4 GOOD FRIDAY!!! den cn REST all i want... n embrace myself for SENTOSA ON THE WEEKENDS!!!

IPP is fantastic... tatz all i can say... XD

GOD I JUZ LOVE SPORTS N THE SUN, SAND, SEA!!!

[[ Jem ]]
sometimes u got to be sensitive to everything around you...

UPDATE!!!

2008-02-25T01:28:00.002+08:00

alrite alrite... finalli i'm updating... summore at wad kinda time... 1.30... everyone at home is slping though... even the cats n birds...

work has been fine... except fri was so slack for me... abit bad... tml gonna haf loads of stuff to do =(

i'm so loving church now man... the pple there, the relationship wid God, the free and easy approach... i even get to know a whole family by a veri veri awkward way... HAHA!!! but i guess i'm kinda cool wid them... nice fam to hang out wid... den pastor's son attachment same place wid me, elder bro same name as me... pastor is cool too... XD nice small bunch of youths... comfortable n welcoming... etc... den found out one of my relatives is visitin a sister church of this church... like wow... i tink next CNY gonna be a diff one... its like a image flashed thru my mind...

cant believe i'm into all these nw... i feel so anew nw... although many things are still anchoring me down... but guess wadz... Someone is pullin me up XD

hmm... guess i'll juz end here for now... continue tml nite i guess... XD

niteyz~ n GOD BLESS!!!

[[ Jem ]]

i aint aslp

2008-02-19T00:48:00.002+08:00

yepz... i aint aslp...

but i'm tired... aww man... well... juz wanted to say hi to all the readers out there...

been busy wid my attachment n stuff... no time to blog... probably too tired every nite... 2nite is no exception... juz settled some stuff... goin to slp soon lahz...

btw...

alot of things are flashing before me these few days... the past... its kinda scary that ur past comes around to haunt u every now and then... names, places, faces u name it, u got it... your greatest fears come back to u to fight a second round after ur triumphant victory over it the previous time round... for some, it might be the second time being faced with their greatest fear, and it comes back with a heavier punch, reason being tat they ran away the first time round...

y am i sayin all these??? i dunno lehz... seriously... i guess i'm juz tired...

CNY PICS DINNER PICS COMIN UP SOON!!! DO CHECK THEM OUT =D

[[ Jem ]]
when u though u were the worse, think again...

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2008-02-08T11:35:00.000+08:00

IS SLOW!!!

realli slow... ytd went to my grandma's house, had lunch... there wasnt many pple there... my dad wasnt there too... grrr... basket... spoil the CNY mood... he didnt wanna celebrate coz of some reasons...

after lunch, went home to see if he realli wanna spoil the mood again as we are goin over to his uncle's place... but he said no again... sianz... so yeahz...

had my SECOND LUNCH!!! man... wid all the food n snacks, i'll grow fat =(

wait...

I'M ALREADY FAT!!! XD

went to at abt 2+... no more visiting, therfore i went to SLEEP!!! all the way from 3 to 10.30... skipped dinner even though my bro's gf was here... paiseh paiseh...

had some leftovers as supper then went back to slp at abt 1 n i woke up at abt 11... startin to be like a pig... die~~~

2day is gonna be a SLOW day again... 45 mins since i woke up n i realli gt no plans for 2day... my sunday plans are abit off so i gotta reschedule again... its gonna be a boring week head for me... i'm juz waiting for IPP... but i hope i wun get killed there...

[[ Jem ]]
anyone wanna go out???

the world suck...

2008-02-07T03:18:00.000+08:00

of coz the world suck... if nt we will be fallin off then... LOLZ!!!

bloggin while my bro is slping... damn thrilling lahz... when i hear that he stop snoring, i stop typing... coz i noe he will be aware of noise... XD

the world seriously suck... cultures are being drawn into different regions of the world... norms from humans start to spread... everyone starts to think the same...

i dun tink u cn find words like 'emo' or 'ch**by*' in the english dictionary... dun even think it is in the chinese dictionary... but pple start to use them... then it soon spread around... in Singapore alone, loads of culture and behaviors have been adopted n modified... for example, Singlish has evolved from just plain simple languages... Singlish comprises of many languages, but the main 3 languages will be english, chinese(and its dialects) and malay... mainly used by local students, gangsters and even professionals, it now become Singapore's most widely used language... new words are formed, tenses are misused, words are repeated but used differently... here are some examples...

'Alright, I comes now.' - Alvin, Camp Focus (disregard of plural or singular tenses)
'F*ck that f*cking f*cker' - typical ah beng (repetitive words)
'I sum pah I will hantam that ch**by* until his l*m p*h drop ah...' typical ah beng (mixture of all 3 languages)
'Can don't emo? i very buey tahan people emo one.' anonymous (new word, EMO)
pple start to follow other peoples' thinkin...

e.g. if you mention someone's name in your blog often and his/her name appears in your MSN nick, it means that you like him/her and something is going on...

well... it seems that its alright to put the name of someone elses in your nick, but its not ok to put the reader's name instead...

aiyah... funny lahz... aniwayz... its gonna be 4 soon... gonna slp at tat time...

kinda cranky 2day... n i believe i made someone alittle unhappy coz i didnt get a hint...

from the bottom of my heart, sorry~ i'm kinda tired n irritated by whatever has happened at home that i didnt catch tat hint... hopefulli u r alrite... i wun feel good if u dun... coz i noe i might said something wrong... so yeahz... SRY~

i cant carry on longer... i'm dead tired... i'm realli burnt out by reality... somehow i hope judgement day comes so i could sit by the side of Jesus and chat, jam, enjoy all day long... i dun wanna haf worries no more, i dun wanna see my frens summore anymore... for non-believers, i hope its time for u to noe Jesus... just try, coz if it fails for u, the devil or the world can just take you back anytime =)

V day is comin and MAN~ am i not lookin forward to that... i gt no date this yr... damn sad... oh well... still gt 1 more wk to find one XD till then i'm free XD

most prob goin out on sun wid Dorcas n her girlfriends... Arvind and Teng Chung plz tell me if u guys goin asap... i noe i am... but i dun wanna be alone XD

[[ Jem ]]
out of my heart, the words i wanna say
into your head, the thoughts you wanna hear

hmmm...

2008-01-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

i cant freakin sleep... veri down time i guess...

life is goin downhill so far... i dunno WHY!!! bt yeahz... tried to sleep but it seems like my brain juz wouldnt shut down... i realli need my sleep lahz... its in the middle of exams n i'm like awake in the night... i muz change my sleeping habits... this sux...

when i closed my eyes on my bed... everthing juz floats in my mind...

relationship...
studies...
IPP...
God...
family...
cash...
friends...
frisbee...
singing...
guitar...
future...
past...
present...
fitness...
cigarettes (LIKE WTF)...

faces float around... emotions rages up and down... mood swinging left to right... words fade in and out... flashbacks come and go... i dunno... i cant stand this... i realli cant... i cant focus on myself... tatz the worse part... i focus on everyone else except me... i'm awake nt bcoz of me...

all around i see my lovely darlings sleeping around my house... KC nearly fell off the computer table... Bai Jiao relaxed on the high chair... Meow Meow hugging her own tail... Silver wid his belly faced up... domestic animals are juz so peaceful wid nothin much to worry about... i guess bcoz its us humans that takes care of their needs...

(somehow this links to God... He takes care of our needs so that we in turn can be peaceful at heart...)

(now its like Q n A to myself n God is giving me ans... strange but yeah...)

Phileo dun dare to slp... guess i'm nt the worse lahz...

was chattin wid Phoebe... mugging hard for everythin...

everyone is panicky over exams... i dunno if it's right for me to still stay so calm or not...

i was Jasmine panicking over studies at starbucks and library the other day...
Phileo panicking n has a lucky horseshoe as his DP
Yong Jie has a four leaf clover for his DP
Ivan went 'OMG' when he finished his paper juz now
Teng Chung talked abt his GPA dropping
a few NYPians still online... most prob muggin beside their coms...
many guys i noe all said 'see you next sem' outside the exam zones...

i dunno... i met Brandon when i went to sch... O lvls we did quite alrite... n we still went to play initial D like everyday during O lvl period... we were crazy then... haha... i didnt felt pressure from exams... no... not one bit... although i noe tat retainin n stuff is no gd lahz... but... i actualli thought tat i chose the wrong course... u noe... its kinda strange...

Veenotth n Arvind told me...

'dont be like me ah... ya ya the first time we came to poly... den fool around... then after tat went to army... waste time n money...'

i dunno... i ever thought of goin to NS first... but how much can i do wid juz O lvl cert in the army... OCS baby... i wanna aim for tat... its nt gonna be easy though...

i dun wanna be like the rest of my family... me being in poly is like the highest education... dad ITE... mom O lvl... bro private O... me nw in poly... i'm even aiming for like ACCA... n even something higher too... tat was the route i planned... but...

did i choose the correct course...

i wanted to change to Sport and Wellness... Marketing... but its too late i guess... oh well...

3am on the clock right now... n i'm still wide awake... Silver nw slpin behind me instead of the kitchen... like AWW~

i'm thinking of the Starbucks sofa seat n Arvind's chair now... both are damn comfortable lahz... i fell slp while lying on them... HAHA!!! i wan them NOW!!! ARGH!!! 2gether wid Ice Hazelnut Chocolate!!! WOOHOO!!! SHIOK AH!!! sure can slp...

abit cranky rite now... i tink i go try to slp... or maybe juz chat abit more... haha...

[[ Jem ]]
i needa find a companion soon enuff...

abt them???

2008-01-29T02:12:00.000+08:00

well... i guess i'll be killed for slpin so late... its like 2.13 n i'm awake...

Karen: dun feel gd tt she's attached to goofy now ah?
Jeremy: abit lahz...

well... kinda sux lahz... still remember she had a nick saying

'knowing that you moved on so quickly shows how important i am in your life'

well... wad goes around comes around... tat happened to her, now she does tat to someone else... guess its me this time...

aniwayz... shall nt be so bothered by tat... i needa study alot man...

went to see my LO 2day... OCBC is payin me $30 per day from 8.30 to 6... 1/2 hr longer than the rest... 1 mnth allowance $600, 2 mnth $1200, 2 mnth 1 wk $1350...

thinking of TAT makes me forget my exams sia... LOLZ!!! well... i got loads of things to buy lahz... road bicycle, guitar pedal, glasses etc etc... but its gonna be difficult... i wanna score an A for my IPP... its gonna help pull my grade up alot!!! well... 18 church street... i've walked past there during xmas n new yr eve... i dunno... was tat a sign from God??? Church, OCBC building... i dunno... everything seems to link 2gether i guess... so wadz next??? guitar i tink??? its burin in me now... a want to sing... to excel in singing... to be the best tat i can be... i wanna prove to pple lahz... like Victor always say...

'I will do it because i can, i can do it because i want to, i want to do it because you said i couldnt...'

tml is gonna be a long long day... Business Accounting followed by Business Finance... nail them n i'm on my way to victory... i juz needa focus now...

[[ Jem ]]
i just dont love you no more... so dont try too hard to poke me...

could it be?

2008-01-24T02:19:00.000+08:00

Eunice
Mesmerize my Heart

Just here you and me
All the thoughts that I can't say
No one knows even you
I try to look in a different way

Could it be that I am the only one who can see
Everything from you just set me free

*Each time when you look into my eyes
It doesn't seems to only stop the time
Hold me in your arms
Let me feel your touch

I guess I am losing myself
When I see you with someone else
Hold me in your arms
Mesmerize my heart

Somehow you and me
Can’t go back what we used to be
I just can't believe
I guess this time you should set me free

Could it be that I am the only one who can see
Everything from you just set me free

B: Holding back, as time past me by
My tears turn into nails
I can’t breather oh please don’t you leave
Give me a chance to prove you’re wrong

Another of the Orion young composer songs... it sounds kinda cute lahz... the way she sings it i guess... but when Ashley(another orion singer) sings it, *WHISTLES* steady lahz... sounds more an emo song from Alicia Keys... LOLZ...

tick tock as time goes by,
my eyes refuse to close...

i'm probably disturb by what she said...

n i dunno why i'm bothering so much even though everything has passed us...
probably i'm juz jealous n stuff lahz...

shouldnt let these affect me now...
not now...
exams are coming... cant afford it lahz...

focus Jem focus...

i realli need to...

[[ Jem ]]
like the jewel that reflects and multiply the light that shines into it...
i'll do the same...

life is...

2008-01-22T02:03:00.000+08:00

i dunno.... where haf i left off??? well... last wk wasnt realli the best wk lahz ah... sianz... i'll juz zoom to sat lahz...

woke up earli in the mornin juz to receive my phone... K850I BABY~ WOOHOO!!! new starhub line... new number 9338 7738... aniting can call n sms both numbers... the other one haven cancel yet... bt best to contact me thru the new number... VIDEO N PICTURES FOR TAT 5 MEGA PIXEL PHONE IS JUZ FANTASTIQUE~ star buy for the start of the year... i'm just lucky... =P

n i still haf the following for sale...

1x 512mb memory stick duo (used for sony ericsson K750I etc. and PSP)
1x 512mb M2 memory card (used for newer sony ericsson phones K800I, K810I, K850I)

$15... for any... i'm serious abt it... haha... juz wanna clear them lahz... haha...

met up wid Xandra to collect stuff... den went to meet Arvind for church... was good... felt veri comfortable at House of Prayer... seems like the one for me... but i still cant make my decision to come to this new church or go back to Hope Church... haiz... anywayz...

Sunday~

went to church again earli in the mornin... Arvind skipped work to go church sia~ nt bad ahz... haha... den after service went over to Arvind's place to do French... his mom made nice soup and had great apples and pistachios... WOW!!!

went to meet Jasmine for studying after her work n we went to STARBUCKS!!! ICE HAZELNUT CHOCOLATE!!! heaven~ good stuff from Starbucks tat one should enjoy... Cheesecake was also... also... i dunno... great??? fantastic??? i dunno wad to say... muz try lahz... =P but gd food dun come cheap though... tatz the worse part... i wanna get starbucks to sch tml... haha...

went to Thai restaurant to eat... nt so fantastic food... budden still worth it i guess... den i noticed~

one staff... she gt nice voice, nice smile... veri friendly... good english... nt exactly the prettiest person around but... wow~ =X oh boy... wad am i doin??? wanna dine there again??? =X

MONDAY~

wasnt exactly the best day again... woke up late for sch... didnt had cash for cab... so went to take mrt... but i was lucky lahz... attendance was taken at the end of lesson... lunch was horrible... veri veri bad chicken rice from north 2day... ARGH!!! Tax n Law wasnt realli nice to attend either... felt veri veri sleepy... haiz...

strummed alot 2day... too bad there was onli 5 strings on Dorcas' guitar... but doesnt matter... =P

trainin was bad for my side... didnt realli like the team... but managed to enjoy lahz...

he kinda took over once again... dunno if it was gd or bad... but... yeahz...

have you ever had someone sharing ur body?
u know? like split personalities?
he comes back once in a while...
once over the phone wid Xandra...
then now during my training...
gave me a very bad headache...
a real headache...
oh well...
just...
stay...
in...
my...
memories...

oh man... sometimes life juz sux... never knowing what will happen the next minute...

i juz needa keep calm lahz... nothin will happen then...

i hope...

loads of surprises when i went online this evening... kinda put the smile back on my face again... guess i'll end my bloggin here lahz... n THNX SYAKIRAH FOR THE PARAMORE ALBUMS!!! U DA BEST =P

[[ Jeremy ]]

haiz...

2008-01-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'M ENJOYING MY ICE HAZELNUT CHOCOLATE FROM STARBUCKS!!! WOOHOO!!!

sry random but yeahz... goin thru my down time now but i noe i'll get thru it =)

phone cost $300 nw... coz of some cockup at starhub... budden i get 4mnths of phoneline subscription WAIVED OFF!!! WOOHOO!!! SHIOK LAHZ!!!

frisbee made be burn my feet... kinda painful to walk... sianz... throwing skills go up abit after much teaching...

test kinda sux... did BADLY FOR TAX!!! n juz done a veri lousy BIZ FIN!!! ARGH!!!

sheesh... i gotta start focussing...

performance wasnt realli tat gd... again i cant hear myself thru the feedback monitor...

i bet there is more disasters to come... but oh well...

NO EXTRAVAGANT SPENDING NOW!!!

[[ Jeremy ]]
who can make me smile from the heart now???

bored...

2008-01-11T02:11:00.000+08:00

man... finalli i finished both my proj man... freakin stressful start man... I PROCRASTINATE TOO MUCH LAH!!! but lucky i get back my study mood liaoz... finalli sat down to plan wid JASMINE LI YUE MING our study plan... like finalli... =P if you're readin this, sry abt this mornin/afternoon... tease abit onli... dun take it to heart yeahz??? =)

was hell in the mornin... veri tired in the mornin due to frisbee trainin on prev day... den veri bad sinus... the classroom was freakin cold~ i couldnt stand it man... even wid my jacket... it was bad... veri veri bad... but lucky after tat 2 hrs tutorial we had 2 hrs break... ate brunch n planned wid Jasmine our schedule... den went to class earli to accompany beatbox coz he thought class was 12 instead of 1... dotz... oh well... i tink it's his bday now as i'm typin... or is it tml??? i tink its now... HAPPY BDAY!!! ok sry random... French class was quite alrite... oso super cold lahz... my sore throat was veri bad then... felt ultra uncomfortable... and time seems to pass so slowly...

finalli lesson ended at abt 2.45... went to the centre stage to place my bag there n wait for the rest of the Orion performers... sang quite abit for warm ups... and did wad Sayang Syakirah told me to do... DRINK HOT SOUP!!! and the brrrrrrs and the 'mums' and the 'nehs'... felt good man... den b4 my performance, i went to drink some tea wid Arvind n Gary... our performance gt delayed lahz... den the crowd went away... but tat was good XD

sound system sux, too much echo, too much bass, too little treble, cant hear the feedback and this led to poor harmonizing... ARGH!!! MY WORSE NIGHTMARE CAME TRUE AGAIN!!! oh well... 2day was bad bad bad... BUT SAT IS GOTTA BE GREAT!!! i'll pray abt it XD

after performance went to practice wid Ashley, Eunice, Gary, Arvined and Feng Yao... Ashley sings well XD

~~~~~MESMERIZE MY HEART~~~~~

oops =P but yeahz... nice song... cute lahz... bt Ashley sang it in a veri nice matured way lehz... its like ur normal lovey dovey song those kind... Eunice sang it in those kinda innocent girl kind... LOLZ!!! its the voice lah ah... haha... Feng Yao singing chinese song as usual... i dunno much but yeahz... feels like Jeremy in PRC land =X as quoted from Arvind... doesnt matter much though... i dun bother XD

went to gym later in the evening... pumped up my chest... lucky i maintained my weights... except my inclined bench press i tink... sux man... some of the frisbee guys were there... so yeahz... had a good time... after tat went to Bishan for chicken rice... shiok sia... finalli some good chicken rice...

finished up both my proj liaoz... felt the relief in my mind now... although i still gt loads of thing to worry abt... but yeah... take things as it goes yeahz =) n the happy approach...

feelin kinda sleepy now actualli... but i feel like juz stayin up n composing song man... cant do much now though... my acoustic is in Rene's office n my electric cant do much now... i dunno if its tuned or not... haha... 2 songs in my mind... 2 titles... Till my very last breath and Nothing Can Hold Me Back... i want it to be impactful... i realli need the UMPH in it... u noe??? the UMPH!!!! guess not... haha...

tml havin tax make up lecture earli in the mornin at 9 man... sianz.. n i'm still nt aslp yet... i still gt like 5 hrs to slp??? HAHA!!! this kinda sux man... well... Yun Han is nt aslp along wid a few other classmates doin their proj which is due like in a few hrs time... oh man... kinda sux man...

Dear God,

I guess i'll juz pray for everyone lahz... nothing in particular... juz hope for everyone's well-being... esp to those doin proj and helping out in the open house... man... life is taxing... but at least i know what i would get after i'm done here... well... i'm off to sleep liaoz... but juz wanna pray tat everything goes well soon... =)

You brought us to it, You will bring us through it... for those who believe in you shall be renewed everyday =)

In Jesus name i pray,
Amen

I'M OFF TO BED!!! NITEYZ~~~

[[ Jeremy]]
You know that, I want to know You so much more...

life is goin up~

2008-01-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

YOZZZZZ~

things are getting better i guess... HAHA~

1st... thank God tat Xandra returned me my jacket... Class is freezing now... n Mr Chee's tutorial is a lullaby to everyone's ears... Fan Sheng is dozing off in front of me... Shi Long is dying of the cold air in the room... n i'm still alive XD N NOW'S A SHORT BREAK!!!

2nd... i was wanting to change my phone for so long... finalli settled all admin stuff... NOW the K850 with line is $388... i have a $100 voucher... n now my bro tells me that we have another $88 voucher... tat means... means... THE PHONE IS $200 ONLI!!! WOOHOO!!! Thank God man XD

3rd... I FINALLI FOUND A CHURCH TO ATTEND TO!!! like finalli... wait... this one i blog b4 liaoz... nvm... but YAY!!!

4th... another chance to perform again~ open house... confirmed liaoz XD 1 song wid Shu Yue, 1 sing solo... but i still yet to find my solo song... tatz the worse part... haiz...

5th... frisbee skills go up liaoz XD learnt quite alot of stuff... n applied alot during the game... everything is good~ played alot last nite till i was so tired, tat when i went home, i forced myself to do my ICT PPT den i fell aslp... this mornin suppose to haf tax lec makeup... but i overslept... den lesson start at 1pm, i woke up at 12.40... n was late for class... finalli no more sleepless nights... wait.. tat sounds wrong...

6th... finalli i have the motivation to study again... starting my study plans wid Jasmine again... haha... i cant afford to fail any modules... esp tax... killer subject...

well... been veri thankful for my new year... have been goin well since the start of the year... wadz left for me to clear is my PROJ!!! left business law... den everything from 2007 would be cleared... muahahaha... shiok shiok...

i tink i go listen to class liaoz... or at least try... my stomach is growling louder than the teacher's words XD

[[ Jeremy ]]
eh... i lost weight?!?!

new yr

2008-01-06T03:38:00.000+08:00

Before carryin on, this post is veri veri informal... coz seriously, i dun give a thing about what people are going to think about it now... =) esp the last part...

new year i haven update yet, so now muz update. (very singlish)

nothin veri interesting actualli...

New Yr's eve, the few of us sent the France peeps off for their studies... Veenotth, if u're reading this, i'd like to say THANK YOU for returning me my cash man... its been 1 year man... seems long but yeah wad the heck... haha... jkjk... hope u guys are havin fun there b4 the sch term starts... John i'll miss you man... performance comin up for Open House and u r nt here to sing wid me... why man why??? sheesh...

but i'm gonna duet wid Shu Yue for Zombie... haha... she wants it, i wanna play n sing it, 1 key down, hey why not... Bao's song oso haven choose yet... sianzation... hope she can find the song fast... XD

well... i am so gonna dedicate this year for God man... actualli nt juz this yr... this remainin life on earth... seriously... i realli dunno wadz the world about now... ever heard of a girl who falls for a guy tat she has known for a short period of time like less than 2 wks??? and haven met up yet... den wanna do some stuff for him liaoz... wah kaoz... oh well... WHAT'S IN YOUR HEAD~ IN YOUR HEAD~ ZOMBIE~ LALALA~

then have u seen Goofy in real life??? remember the cartoon character??? well i have... looks like him, sounds like him... should be him... she said he sings well('awesome voice' term used), good looking(ok lahz... nai kan), play guitar well(maybe? i dunno)... wad else, alot lahz... drives(i can too... in fact i speed)... oh well... like last yr, i've moved on while the clock stuck 12am for the first time this yr...

Karen dun laugh at this ahz... I noe u know abt this~

new year, new resolutions...

BK started by giving out half pack of mayonnaise... dun if its their idea to cut cost or SG govt realli emphasizing on Singaporeans' health... well dun worry Singapore, i'm eating, but i'm also exercising...

Flies are also tryin to keep up wid Singapore's population... think Singaporeans are killing them so fast that they needa do it in public...P.S this is a real picture taken by my K800I

last but not least, i still love Silver XDDear Lord,

i dunno wad to say man, this world is changing fast... pple growing weirder, more bizzare things happening... cant wait to get to Your Kingdom man... 2day's service was nice~ cozy small youth service, nice talented bunch of youths, bubbly and energetic... what else could i ask for, but to accept the blessings that You gave to us... Thank You for Terence, the leader that gave the teaching 2day, may You bless him with knowledge and power to change people's life, and use him as your vessel, overflowing with you blessings. Pray for Gideon for his legs to recover, give him what he desires, the will to walk... You designed and created him this way for a purpose, and through You, he will grow to testify for the miracles You do in people's lives... Tml i'm goin for Service again with Phoebe and her family(kinda strange but yeah) and hopefulli get to fellowship wid the youth pple tat went just now coz they will be goin too... its kinda strange how You urged me to go back to church... its too coincidental... but i know that You have planned for it to be this way, and I thank You for that... And I would also want to pray for Arvind tat his faith in You grows through out 2008. Both our 2007 haven been a veri good year for us, probably because the lack of faith we put in You, but this year You will guide us as we put You first in our lives. Thank You for Phoebe for bringing us to House of Prayer to experience once again Your powers and majesty... hope she can recover fast and like finish up her projects with ease...

so many people, so many things to do, so little time... but one thing stays the same... God... =) only with Your guidance, we may get to enjoy a fraction of what there is to come in Your Kingdom... thank You once again for being with us =)

In Jesus wonderful name i pray,

Amen
p.s. sry to judge so much ahz... but yeah... finalli got it off my chest... XD

a song for u

2007-12-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

Verse 1
I wonder if now's too late
to say these words to you
that i love you and
it hurts me as you're going through this pain
and i can only
see you drown
in your locked up world

Pre Chorus
won't you open up your heart again
and let me in tonight
i'll try to take this pain away
and help you rest tonight

Chorus
you are the reason for me to love again
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm doing
every night i would see you in my dreams
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm thinking

Verse 2
whenever i see your face
it always reminds me
all the good and
bad times we've been through and we hanged on
now it feels different
and i'm missing those days

Pre Chorus
won't you open up your heart again
and let me in tonight
i'll try to take this pain away
and help you rest tonight

Chorus
you are the reason for me to love again
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm doing
every night i would see you in my dreams
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm thinking
each time i see the pictures that we took
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm feeling
all i want is to have you back again
to hold you tight
and tell u everything's alright

breakdown
i hope its not too late
to say these words to you
that i love you
and i would never let you go

Pre Chorus
i'll try to take this pain away
and help you rest tonight

Chorus
you are the reason for me to love again
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm doing
every night i would see you in my dreams
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm thinking
each time i see the pictures that we took
but now you're gone
i don't know what i'm feeling
all i want is to have you back again
to hold you tight
and tell u everything's alright

so yeahz... many things i regret that i do... 1 thing is to rush everything... oh well... will still hope for the day tat u'll be back to me...

[[ Jeremy ]]

2007-12-16T16:10:00.000+08:00

the whispers in my ear
that flow to and fro
telling me to ask
to ask for the truth

the truth is well hidden
and only can time can tell
but during the course of time
the truth might be lost forever

there is more
a couple more
not many
but still too much

the quietness is deafening
because of a blessing
the one to only hear the truth
only those with paws can hear

time was lost
but all was worth it
lessons are learnt
and not to be forgotten

the aura floods all around
fighting with negativity
consoling the poor soul
that is slit with hurt

as the music plays
complements the ambience
creates a soothing environment
where the weary mind can rest

another voice rings
and the soul wakes up
wanting to talk to her
but never got the chance

the sophisticated device man made
rung time and again
being answered frequently
but not the ringing soul

as i sit down in this quiet spot
and think about us
i would want you to know
that i love you

it was never easy i know
but i know of the remedy
insecurity was the poison
and the truth can push it down.

God tells me that you are coming up soon
and urges me to finish this post
and i should
and i can only pray that you will read this

I love you despite your imperfection
but i try to provide all i can
it's your turn to rest
and my turn to fight

your company is all i need
stay right here with me
come here and hold my hand
don't ever let me go

i dunno what i'm blabbering about, but i know this is not purely of my works... i'm being prompted... oh well... i'll just have to pray =)

[[ Jeremy ]]
i always want you to know, i never want you to go...

merging lanes~

2007-11-17T01:41:00.000+08:00

been long since i blogged... oh well... i'm backz =D

went to TC's bday celebration at Brewerkz on the 14/11/07... 1 day b4 his actual bday...

n u can see tat quite a few pple turned up... 12 in fact... coz tatz wad we booked... n guess wad Xandra n I got him...PROTREK!!! oh well... damn nice lahz... wanted to wear it so badly... makes my timex look like a loser man... BUT!!! i'm content wid wad i haf... =Dhmmm... guess i'm wanted on the receipt... someone ordered for '1 Jeremy' XD I wonder who~???

well kinda have nothin to blog... except tat i've been doin quite a bit of travelling to a place i seldom go... haha... oh well... now for my kitty cats =Pever thought how a possessed cat looks like??? THIS!!!n wad abt one who thinks alot???aww~ aint he cute~ Old Silver still looks as round as kitten Silver, except this one doesnt have the spastic smile =P

oh well... i needa slp... tml still got rugby trainin... this post is veri random... juz feel like putting up some pics XD

[[ Jeremy ]]
J'adore Vous

beaneath the velvet sky~

2007-11-09T07:14:00.001+08:00

ugh... i'm awake at 7.15 in the mornin... Veenotth called to ask me send him my NE proj... basket... i sent him last thurs liaoz... oh well... u cant realli trust technology too... =(

Deepavali~ the celebration of light, i was out earli in the morning... real damn earli... if you're wonderin, i'm out at 12.3oam to meet someone for supper... tatz how earli... hung out all the way to 6am in the morninz... n wad i do??? watch her sleep... XD Silver n Meow Meow watched me sneaked out of the house =D

thinkin alot while i watched her slp... well... i prayed n wished as i watched her sleep under the velvet night sky...

if u see clearly, my iris is red... damn freakin cool... haha... but i was damn fkin tired at tat time... fell aslp for a while as my left leg went out cold... her head compressed on my left thigh till no blood flow thru n i praticalli cant move my left leg XD but it was worth it... sry for bein a little *ahem*, i juz wanted to gif security n ensurance =)

she woke up at 5am n we went to mac to get 2 hashbrown for breakfast b4 sending her home... fell back at slp at abt 6.40am lidat... n woke up at 3pm or so... haha...

what have i been tinkin??? well i juz made this e postcard(if u consider it as a postcard)... abit emo on my side lahz... but this is how i feel =) WAD?!~ isnt it alrite to be emo once in a while??? =P

guess i needa head to sch soon... been stuck here for 1/2 hr liaoz... buaizzzzzzzz...

[[ Jeremy ]]
hope you're reading this~

yawnz~

2007-11-07T08:49:00.000+08:00

yawnz~

woke up by my missy coz she couldnt slp as someone msged her earli in the mornin... haha... oh well... at least now i made her sleepy n put her back to slp liaoz... had been talkin to her i tink almost every day and night(night is confirm one XD)... oh well...

haven been bloggin for a long long while... have been doin lotsa things... like eating~

sry... we were too busy and tempted to eat the cheesecake... i could onli manage to take 1/2 of what is left... or actualli less than half... haha... from top left to bottom right... introducing~

1. Peach with Jelly Cheesecake
2. Rum and Raisin Cheesecake
3. Strawberry Oreo Cheesecake
4. Tiramisu Cheesecake

food~ nice cheesecake by the Cheesecake Cafe... correct me if i'm wrong... Xandra brought me there that day n on impulse we bought 4 slices lahz... dotz...

well i love Pawfrenz... coz they haf ANIMALS~

Jeanie(Black n white border collie) n a super hyper Mojo(dunno wad breed)... Jeanie is the resident dog there while Mojo is on boarding(correct me if i'm wrong)... they look damn cute lahz... i love Jeanie alot man... i wanna get a dog next time... I DUN CARE...not to mention Oreo~ the resident cat there too... the boss, Lucas loves black n white lahz... cat black n white, dog black n white... n the border collies he has are also black n white...another customer's dog... he's Spike... DAMN CUTE LAHZ!!! the tongue stickin out... n tatz Joshua at the back... went to his bday party at his home abt 1 wk after i know Xandra...n that's the missy i've been chattin the whole month away... haha... Xandra~ with another customer's dog... oh well... pet shops are cool... love all the animals...

SILVER KISSED ME GOODNIGHT~ aww... so sweet...

tatz me on my bed wid Silver... if u noticed, Silver's claw are gripping onto my blanket, pullin it... had to hold on to my blanket lahz... kns... i was sick then...

at least someone came to look for me when i juz woke up... =P

oh wells... what else am i up to recently... well... NE proj was enriching... makes me feel guilty sia... Veenotth, Shi Long, Yong En, Magdalene, Jasmine n myself went down to Kranji war Memorial... loads of erected graves and stonewalls giving their salutations to the young and old soldiers that died for us during WWII... salute to them...and this is something random... a redefinition of crocs...yepz... haha... croc made with crocs... its damn innovative lahz... love it man...

come to the last part....

amatuer performers like myself n John has dreams to live... n to live our dream, we practice, we perform n we practice summore... we get wad we want... we want to be good... we want... TO GO ORION... man... i still cant believe tat i am actualli wanting to join a singing competition wid John lahz... he sings while i back him up n play the guitar...

its all about self confidence, being able to pull yourselves out of the comfort zone(e.g. the toilet if u sing there all the time) and going straight for it... John n I know we cant win... we're not the best... BUT hell~ its an experience man... n i wanna do it 1 last time with him b4 he heads for France to study...

the few of them are goin to France on 31/12/07... Veenotth, John, Megan and many more... n there r summore others goin to Germany(Patricia)... gonna miss them man... haiz...

guess i hafta stop here... b4 it gets too draggy to read...

[[ Jeremy ]]
4164771967

haiz...

2007-10-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

kns... real run realli tire me out... well... it will if u had a chalet and overnite stay at ur frens house wid veri irregular sleep and no proper meal... SAD LAH!!! but chalet was quite alrite...

i fell for a girl... good or bad??? possible or not??? i dunno... time will tell...

[[ Jeremy ]]
sianzational...

i'm back~

2007-10-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

PHEW!!!

FINALLI MY LAPPY IS BACK!!!

oh boy... damn freakin hard for me to communicate wid pple lahz... i machiam like loner for a long long while... oh wells... lotsa shit happened too... dun wanna dig into that so much...

i might misunderstood u... but if u dun tell me the truth, it will alwayz remain the same...

i'm off... gonna fix my com now...

[[ Jeremy ]]

sentosa

2007-09-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

well... last nite chatted wid Chu Hue till earli mornin lahz... i cant believe it... i knew her thru Sam coz she wanted to buy mooncake... den from mooncake we went on to some other topics... den went on and on till 5am??? HAHA... wad to do... pple who can click in an instant are like tat... HAHA...

aniwayz... Sentosa was boring... everyone pang seh lorz... haha but nvm... good tan, learn to play more volleyball, train frisbee, play guitar n stuff... haiz... no friends around lehz... so damn sianz... aniwayz... some pics from 2day... the nice trees tat provided cover for us... without them, i tink i'm roasted by now...
BANDANA!!! long time nv wear liaoz... well... still looks quite alrite i guess...

this pic was starting of the yr... guess i actualli maintain my facial 'figure'... still chubby... but heavier... muscle mass bahz...

juz went thru all my pics... reminds me alot of the past... i actualli teared lorz... SHEESH!!! EMO LIAOZ... all the stuff tat i went thru... i can see how much i matured, how much my friends change, how my relationship started and ended, how Someone sticked wid my from 2 yrs ago till now(arguing alot last time but goin strong now)... i realli dunno... i guess i needa take more pics liaoz...

[[ Jeremy ]]
i saw this picture dated 04/09/06 3.04pm... tat was the day u written somethin on my hand...

WATCH it

2007-09-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

well well well...

sourcing was kinda fun... ESPECIALLI if we have fun 2gether...

went taka first to check out the mooncakes n teas... but instead, we got nice LIQUEUR CHOCOLATE!~ Remy Martin filling chocolates... damn damn nice... Jun Jie n Kuan Wei didnt liked it though... Qing Qing got a little cranky in the brain after having it... XD but aniwayz... we went over to Far East for lunch...There we are... all hungry n waiting for out FOOD~ den after tat we went to Chinatown to source... lotsa nice shops... but the worse thing is tat although there is all the cool stuff... but none of them wanna do on consignment basis... sheesh...

EMRS TEAM 5 SAW MY BRO IN PERSON N SAY HE IS DAMN HANDSOME... OH MY GOD they say he took all the good look genes from my parents lahz... dotz...well... 2day's HOURGLASS ROADSHOW: TEMPUS was WAY COOL!!! bring a bib if u drool at expensive watches... coz there are TONS of em...

u dunno wad is EXPENSIVE until u see the watches there... cool shit man...

learnt quite alot too... watches doesnt juz come in square, rectangular or round... got some cool shapes oso lahz... some watch enthusiasts(or freaks u may call them) realli have passion abt watches than... than... than i have passion for eating... or maybe its abt the same... XD

n FOOD FARE WAS FKIN GREAT!!! I CANT HELP BUT USE FKIN!!! if u love food, U LOVE THE FOOD FARE AT SUNTEC CITY!!!

aniwayz... i'm goin to RUGBY to FIGHT against YJC n we are gonna WIN no matter WHAT coz WE are BABARIANS!!!

[[ Jeremy ]]
she is sweet~, but she is taken... saded...

jalan jalan

2007-09-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

Oh Well~

haven been blogging for such a long time... so lets start from friday BBQ~

Flexi on FRIDAY~ den met up wid Arvind to get our CHEESECAKE and our STEAK with our MEAT... woots~ imagine Lamb Chops and Ribeyes that melt in your mouth... SLURP~ woohoo...

TC, Arvind and i started our preparations for the BBQ... marinate the beef, stingray, made the tuna sandwich, and MADE ANOTHER CHEESECAKE!!! shiok man... i cant stop focussing on Cheesecakes... there were Pineapple(i brought), Lemon(TC's) and STRAWBERRY(I made XD)...

BBQ commences and we had a great time... n it was Teacher's day the next day... so... HAPPY BDAY MR MARTIN LEE~There was this veri veri cosy spot in Sam's place... i realli loved this pic below...
Sunday went out wid Lenice... went to Lau Pa Sat to visit Lilian... Den walked from Boat Quay to Clarke Quay... den went home... nothin much lahz...

Lilian realli changed quite abit... found out that she wasnt studyin no more... damn sad lahz... all the best for her then...

Some interesting Pics to show...

This is 1 reason y StarBUCKS cofFEE is so expensive... BUCKS FEE~

The beautiful sunset at Sentosa...

self-thought:

well someone asked me y am i still single after such a long time... to be precise, 9 months and 3 days... i oso dunno the ans myself... definitely waiting for someone... but not sure who lehz...

lets see... i dunno y... but pple say we are damn close... but in fact we were never 2gether... some pple think tatz damn sad... some pple think that we are cheating ourselves... but i feel tat i'm still waiting for the day bahz... everytime something juz happened at the very last moment...

well i'm happy now rite??? i'm still happy as i want to be... with my friends that encourage me, look around me, pple like Arvind, Teng Chung, John, Dorcas and so many more... (i mention them coz they are my band members XD)

so to her who asked me something on sun,
i might still be waiting for you??? i might not be... but i dunno... nothin significant happened on the train... but the fact that i did something, might mean that something is still there??? i dunno, u'll be the judge...

BTW...

MY BIRTHDAY IS CLOSE!!! YEAH!!!

18 days more XD

[[ Jeremy ]]
waiting thy answer...

bored~

2007-08-29T12:48:00.000+08:00

well... i'm kinda bored rite here...

doin lotsa sourcing for mooncake festival...

needa find suppliers for MOONCAKES, and LANTERNS, and PASTRIES, and TEA LEAVES~

man... its hard here... n 2nite still got guitar club... I NEED A BREAK~

[[ Jeremy ]]

pics

2007-08-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

Roadshow PICS The left table...
the right table
the center of attentionmobile selling basket...

and of course the wonderful team...

[[ Jeremy ]]

MINI ROAD SHOW~

2007-08-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

man...

who says you cant hit sale's target without foolscape paper for Value Shop???

Joseph did... and we proved him wrong... IN YOUR FACE!!!

well... roadshow was fun~ did mobile selling n sold quite a few items... DAMN COOL!!! didnt know i can sell NYP products so well... aniwayz... its not just me lahz... my team rox... SIMPLY ROX~~~

pictures kinda hard to upload now... so another post will be done again soon XD

see ya

[[ Jeremy ]]

21/08/07

2007-08-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

oh boy...

RECORD BREAKING!!!

MY 2.4KM IN 9mins 57.89sec!!! KENNA SAI!!! i cant believe it... BUT my heart was pumping out... realli run like siao... Huai Xin couldnt believe it, i couldnt believe it either... well, constant pushing realli works...

now its time to lose massive weight... do toning and cardio now... its time to PUSH!!!

ANIWAYS!!!

i'm now at EMRS!!! thank God man... slacker's heaven... well sort of... 2day plan for mini roadshow... N IT ROX!!! busy wid making poster, planning of logistic stuff, taking of stocks... not realli the easiest shit to do... but it still rox... n beginning to know more n more peeps...

Jeremy is on a roll, baby~

[[ Jeremy ]]
ever want to reach your prime stage, just try it... you'll love it...