UPDATE!!!

alrite alrite... finalli i'm updating... summore at wad kinda time... 1.30... everyone at home is slping though... even the cats n birds...

work has been fine... except fri was so slack for me... abit bad... tml gonna haf loads of stuff to do =(

i'm so loving church now man... the pple there, the relationship wid God, the free and easy approach... i even get to know a whole family by a veri veri awkward way... HAHA!!! but i guess i'm kinda cool wid them... nice fam to hang out wid... den pastor's son attachment same place wid me, elder bro same name as me... pastor is cool too... XD nice small bunch of youths... comfortable n welcoming... etc... den found out one of my relatives is visitin a sister church of this church... like wow... i tink next CNY gonna be a diff one... its like a image flashed thru my mind...

cant believe i'm into all these nw... i feel so anew nw... although many things are still anchoring me down... but guess wadz... Someone is pullin me up XD

hmm... guess i'll juz end here for now... continue tml nite i guess... XD

niteyz~ n GOD BLESS!!!

[[ Jem ]]

i aint aslp

yepz... i aint aslp...

but i'm tired... aww man... well... juz wanted to say hi to all the readers out there...

been busy wid my attachment n stuff... no time to blog... probably too tired every nite... 2nite is no exception... juz settled some stuff... goin to slp soon lahz...

btw...

alot of things are flashing before me these few days... the past... its kinda scary that ur past comes around to haunt u every now and then... names, places, faces u name it, u got it... your greatest fears come back to u to fight a second round after ur triumphant victory over it the previous time round... for some, it might be the second time being faced with their greatest fear, and it comes back with a heavier punch, reason being tat they ran away the first time round...

y am i sayin all these??? i dunno lehz... seriously... i guess i'm juz tired...

CNY PICS DINNER PICS COMIN UP SOON!!! DO CHECK THEM OUT =D

[[ Jem ]]
when u though u were the worse, think again...

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

IS SLOW!!!

realli slow... ytd went to my grandma's house, had lunch... there wasnt many pple there... my dad wasnt there too... grrr... basket... spoil the CNY mood... he didnt wanna celebrate coz of some reasons...

after lunch, went home to see if he realli wanna spoil the mood again as we are goin over to his uncle's place... but he said no again... sianz... so yeahz...

had my SECOND LUNCH!!! man... wid all the food n snacks, i'll grow fat =(

wait...

I'M ALREADY FAT!!! XD

went to at abt 2+... no more visiting, therfore i went to SLEEP!!! all the way from 3 to 10.30... skipped dinner even though my bro's gf was here... paiseh paiseh...

had some leftovers as supper then went back to slp at abt 1 n i woke up at abt 11... startin to be like a pig... die~~~

2day is gonna be a SLOW day again... 45 mins since i woke up n i realli gt no plans for 2day... my sunday plans are abit off so i gotta reschedule again... its gonna be a boring week head for me... i'm juz waiting for IPP... but i hope i wun get killed there...

[[ Jem ]]
anyone wanna go out???

the world suck...

of coz the world suck... if nt we will be fallin off then... LOLZ!!!

bloggin while my bro is slping... damn thrilling lahz... when i hear that he stop snoring, i stop typing... coz i noe he will be aware of noise... XD

the world seriously suck... cultures are being drawn into different regions of the world... norms from humans start to spread... everyone starts to think the same...

i dun tink u cn find words like 'emo' or 'ch**by*' in the english dictionary... dun even think it is in the chinese dictionary... but pple start to use them... then it soon spread around... in Singapore alone, loads of culture and behaviors have been adopted n modified... for example, Singlish has evolved from just plain simple languages... Singlish comprises of many languages, but the main 3 languages will be english, chinese(and its dialects) and malay... mainly used by local students, gangsters and even professionals, it now become Singapore's most widely used language... new words are formed, tenses are misused, words are repeated but used differently... here are some examples...

'Alright, I comes now.' - Alvin, Camp Focus (disregard of plural or singular tenses)
'F*ck that f*cking f*cker' - typical ah beng (repetitive words)
'I sum pah I will hantam that ch**by* until his l*m p*h drop ah...' typical ah beng (mixture of all 3 languages)
'Can don't emo? i very buey tahan people emo one.' anonymous (new word, EMO)
pple start to follow other peoples' thinkin...

e.g. if you mention someone's name in your blog often and his/her name appears in your MSN nick, it means that you like him/her and something is going on...

well... it seems that its alright to put the name of someone elses in your nick, but its not ok to put the reader's name instead...

aiyah... funny lahz... aniwayz... its gonna be 4 soon... gonna slp at tat time...

kinda cranky 2day... n i believe i made someone alittle unhappy coz i didnt get a hint...

from the bottom of my heart, sorry~ i'm kinda tired n irritated by whatever has happened at home that i didnt catch tat hint... hopefulli u r alrite... i wun feel good if u dun... coz i noe i might said something wrong... so yeahz... SRY~

i cant carry on longer... i'm dead tired... i'm realli burnt out by reality... somehow i hope judgement day comes so i could sit by the side of Jesus and chat, jam, enjoy all day long... i dun wanna haf worries no more, i dun wanna see my frens summore anymore... for non-believers, i hope its time for u to noe Jesus... just try, coz if it fails for u, the devil or the world can just take you back anytime =)

V day is comin and MAN~ am i not lookin forward to that... i gt no date this yr... damn sad... oh well... still gt 1 more wk to find one XD till then i'm free XD

most prob goin out on sun wid Dorcas n her girlfriends... Arvind and Teng Chung plz tell me if u guys goin asap... i noe i am... but i dun wanna be alone XD

[[ Jem ]]
out of my heart, the words i wanna say
into your head, the thoughts you wanna hear