you're always on my mind~

Tiki Taane
Always on My Mind

Oooooohh Ooooohh
Yeah
You're always on my mind
Don't ya know that you're always

I remember when
when I first met you I knew just what to do
I had to get to know
to get to know you right, you're my darkness, you're my light

You're always on my mind
I've been waiting so long, for you I wrote this song girl
You don't know what you've got
Until your world has gone, this is why i know its strong

Girl you've got me singing with some melody
You're always on my mind, this is what you do to me
Girl you've got me singing with some harmony
Forever you're my queen and baby girl i'm your king

I am not afraid
Afraid to say the words, even if my brothers heard
Because of what you mean
of what you mean to me
you are giving everything
You have changed my life
more than you'll ever know this is why I have to show girl
That you were everything
and everything to me baby girl I hope you'll say

Girl you've got me singing with some melody
You're always on my mind, this is what you do to me
Girl you've got me singing with some harmony
Forever you're my queen and baby girl I'm your King

You're always on my mind
Don't ya know that you're always
You're always on my mind

You're always on my mind
Don't ya know that you're always
You're always on my mind

nice hawaii like song... LOLZ!!! u love hawaii, u love this song... LOLZ!!!
kinda meaningful... (but of course, this is a love song)

well seems like when i juz release all my burden, everything seems to be movin so well... haha!!! well its like 6.40 in the mornin n i have nt slept... probably will later after i go grab my cheque n deposit it... goin cycling soon though...

went to Brandon's house to play mahjong... well, at least a noob like me won abit of money to buy myself 1 ice tea from the coffeeshop nearby XD

[[ Jem ]]
who shall i sing that song to =X

things are turnin up =D

well guess wad...

after nights ot nt slpin n stuff... i finalli sort of 'woke up'...

still remember the night tat Wynne was talkin abt expectations n stuff...

kinda struck me damn hard in the head...

i'm kinda expecting everything to happen, but what i get is normalli the opposite... i seem to rush everythin like crazy... homework, school, CCA, life, family, relationships etc... but wad i realli need nw is juz to chill~

besides i guess i still left abt 613,200 hrs left in my life... so why the hell am i worrying... =P

hmmm i tink i gotta slp soon... wake up to do my studyin... guess i might juz change my sleepin habits soon enuff...

ICA was good, probably score quite well for 2day's IFTRY... tml there is still Company Law and PFSCON to conquer~ JIA YOU!!! =D

[[ Jem ]]
Why make yourself sad when you can turn the situation around to make yourself happy instead XD

so yeahz~ chionging nw...

tml ICA for Interational Finance
tues ICA for Company Law n Published Financial Statement

SOMEBODY SHOOT ME!!!

dyin to go to the beach man... dyin to throw the disc oso... my chance has passed... oh well...

its hard for someone to nt doubt the rest of the world... but human nature does that to us, make us doubt everyone in sight...

i guess i needa tone down abit...

i dunno... i guess i'm juz tired...

n bored...

i need a vacation...

[[ Jem ]]
why the heck you gotta make things so complicated~ -Avril Lavigne - Complicated

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friday wasnt reali good for me... though i gotten slp, but in the end i didnt for fri nite...

chat on msn till abt 3 den i went cyclin to meet my fren at Hougang (u noe how far is tat away from yishun??? =P) den chattin till sunrise n had breakfast... went for the frisbee competition... nothin much happened around there, den i started to cycle home at 11...

reached back at 12.30 and went to shower then meet the POs of OPSS and some students for lunch at botak jones TPY...

margarita was nice~ lime margarita...
my chilli dawg was abit of a killer, nearli died there...

den went to church, onli to find out my energy began to drain out and i actualli fell aslp for a while =X

went to do the laundry n fold the clothes till abt 12 then i feel aslp all the way till 5PM... back is aching, thighs are aching... ooooo...

blog later~ chaoz~

[[ Jem ]]
trust... hmmm...

Bleeding Love

Leona Lewis
Bleeding Love


Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep (keep) bleeding love (love)
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing (ooh)
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding (ah ah)
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love (ooh ooh)
Keep bleeding (oh ooh ooh)
Keep, keep bleeding love (love)
(Oh) you cut me open and I

Keep bleeding (ah ah)
Keep, keep bleeding love (yeah ah yeah)
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love (oh, I keep bleeding love)
Keep bleeding (I keep)
Keep, keep bleeding love (oh)
You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love




i'm crazy over this song man~ RWAR!!! tink i muz learn this... XD

[[ Jem ]]
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you

i'm awake even at 5.30~

oh well... at least i'm awake for a better reason than watching the match... no offence to soccer fanatics but yeahz... I WAS DOING TUTORIAL AT THE VOID DECK OF MY BLOCK!!! achievement no.1 XD

well... at least i noe i'm nt the onli one burnin the midnite oil... Jodie's around to burn it for her proj for August Rush... which reminds me, i haven watch tat show yet... damn~ heard its abt this music genius or sumthin... A MUST WATCH FOR MUSIC LOVERS!!!

its like 5.30 in the mornin right nw... Silver's slpin on my left while Bai Jiao is slpin on my right and Meow Meow is slpin next to my leg... n i'm still awake rattling on my keyboard to do this post up...

i wonder how many pple actualli read my blog... but tatz nt the point... tagboard abit dead nw... so yeahz...

while during PFSCON (my accounting module), i realized how much i know n how much i dont... how much i actualli understand and how much i still dunno how to fit some parts in place... i'm abit laggy wid my work now... sianz... but actualli i enjoyed doin my tut juz nw... now tatz something i should have found 3 2 1/2 yrs ago... or even way back in primary sch... been playin too much for the past few yrs... even now as i'm actualli studyin, i'm still playin quite alot... have to buck up Jem~

cant wait to play for youth service as a guitarist (lead or rythmn i dunno)... its time tat i actualli use what i know for God... needa read the bible more too... i'm starting to find out i'm lagging behind in all aspects... sheesh...

global warmin sux~ BIG TIME!!! was talkin to 2 frens at north canteen ytd... n i receive the same feedback...

"WAH LAO EH!!! HOT SIA!!! even at night when I sleep in the nude, i still perspire..."

amen to that man... if nt becoz of my bro wanting to slp in an airconditioned environment, i would have done the same... stupid aircon is givin me sinus in the mornin n cloggin up my nostrils...

moon is still hung high up in the night sky... hope tat she's slpin well (no not the cats, they always sleep well)... hope that everyone is slpin well in fact...

no one deserves the crap that they are goin thru nw... but no one cares to make things better... everyone is so preoccupied wid their stuff to actualli just STOP and THINK... for those who do, i salute to u, coz i think you guys are one of the few (like me =X) who would juz appreciate the time out to juz think...

guess i have to stop here... i'll juz go take one last look at the moon b4 i catch some eye-shut... thank God tat friday is SBM graduation n i can catch up wid some slp... =)

[[ Jem ]]
each time when i look towards the moon n think of you, i wonder if u'll do the same...

why oh why???

man... i wonder why the hell i took a diploma in Accountancy and Finance...

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

damn~ its too late to regret... last stretch...

but its kinda funny... i never took accounts b4, i never realli knew wat it is abt... i should have gotten myself into mktg or business management or hospitality or media studies or even sports and wellness... theory is so much easier for me... esp for mktg those kinda subject... but i'm nw stuck wid my accounts =(

oh well...

things wun go this way if i was ever in other courses...

NYP night view is still as cool as usual... i realli love sch, but i HATE studyin... ironic eh???full moon still... take at the tracks... lovely view... juz wanna fall aslp there lahz...n thats me... testin out my hp cam nw... increase light intensity... everythin turns kinda reddish, includin the other pics...i juz wanna be like my cats... juz laze around at home... shiok lahz... kenna fed, gt place to live, no need think of clothes to wear, do business everywhere, gt owner to hug all the time, whole house to urself even though if owner at home, sleep anywhere, get fat but everyone still loves you... SO MANY GOOD POINTS!!! ARGH!!! i wish i was garfield

this fat feline that is juz craving for lasagna~ prrrrr~ makes me so hungry~ and a love for COFFEE!!! he's cool~ i wanna be a cat JUST like GARFIELD!!!but like what he says... Things Aren't Always As They Seem... oh well... i'm still stuck in this human body... zzzzz...

alrite... i ought to get some slp... needa wake up at abt 7 to go sch to do my tut for published finance... sianz...

[[ Jem ]]
was there a spark???

tired~

yeahz... suppose to haf a international finance and treasury make up lecture on my weekly wednesday break (i haf no classes on weds)... n Ms Sandra Teo has to slot sumthin in... =( i'll skip it anyways... i'll most probably do my tutorials for 2day while watching the discs fly around in sch...

i've been sleeping so irregularly these few days, so much so that now exercise seem to drain me so quickly at night... lets see... i've slept abt 13 hrs 2day... i wanted to take up at 10am, or latest 11am (i alwayz snooze for 1 hr)... BUT seems like fat boy Jeremy wants to slp more XD thus waking up at 1.45 coz Rene has to spoil my dreams~ =(

well no complains bahz... i still haf to go thru life even though i'm tired... n bored...

*random time*

guess wad... SOMEONE has been foolin around wid my hp cam... STABILIZER IS OFF!!! DAMN~ no wonder alot of my pics are all shaky and wavey... sianz...

ok back to topic...

ytd was Rene's bday btw... surprised her the yet another cake... n here r the pics~ super blur for the group pic =( but i'll get another one from Rene's cam...

choc cake from her dance peeps~was damn solid lahz... haha... love the choc...yet another cake by us~ i tink its a... i dunno... tasted like a black forest but wid white cream... n there she is blowing the 24 candles (actualli 2 long n 4 short)... cream was all over her face (and ours)there u cn see Arvind running away from little Ms Rene... LOLZ he's scared of cream =Xn here's the surprise team~ Arvind, Eunice, Pris, Espall n me~ Cheers~

well i'm almost finally finally out of words~

[[ Jem ]]
mesmerize my heart~

finalli some pics again~

alrite... event pics first...

dinner celebration at COCA~ fresh meat, fresh vege, fresh food~ $33 per pax for dinner though... but its worth the freshness... i loved the thai sauce too =DDUDES AT GLORIA JEAN~ (clockwise from the left) Arvind, Jolin, Jodie, Teng Chung n ME~

lets see... apparantly Jolin is Jodie's friend from FTP, n she is from MI, and she knows CINDY YEO (Ms tortoise i know u r readin this =P), and she knows Hui Xia (alrite i dun tink she will read this =X) small world after all eh??? haha... N DAMN~ JODIE IS WEARING MY RUDY'S ON HER HEAD!!! ARGH!!!~ (and i'm most probably gettin new lens for that =P)

the boring day at the airport~ studyin... haiz... how did i end up there??? oh well... n guess wad was i studyin???QUALITY MANAGEMENT!!! Mr Boo ought to be proud of me... n Sony should be proud of me for using the 5mp K850I to take this quality shot... the pic makes me feel like i'm havin a flashback on wad i have studied =Xquality come with OVATION TOO~ my 25 yr old baby~ WOOHOO~ cant believe my guitar is so old lahz... n it still sounds quite impressive... the code on the top shows how old is my guitar... hafta check the Ovation webby to know =P




AND NOW RANDOM PICS~

I HATE MY BRO~ btw he handsome ahz??? =P basket... he n his gf went to somewhere (i dunno where) TO HAVE A&W LAHZ!!! WAFFLES AND ROOTBEER FLOAT!!! KNS!!! makes me wanna drool~ this pic is from Faith's (gf) friendster...The window of opportunity~ actualli its the window of LTD 6... was sittin beside TC for lecture coz Veenotth stinked... so was so bored coz of AIS lecture (feels like some engineering lec)... this looks like some prison cell widout the bars... =Xgot abit emo juz nw so i went to have a walk around yishun... moon was beautiful... was damn bright oso... reminded me on how I n someone used to fall aslp under it =(it was full moon btw... pretty~


reminds me of how small we are...
we used to fall in love... but we were never together... i wonder why...
i kinda missed the feelin of havin someone around with me...
someone to hold and hug...
someone to kiss...
someone to talk to...
someone to just enjoy the quiet time together...
someone...

where are you~

[[ Jem ]]
man... is it my turn to fall in love again???

HAPPY BDAY MAMA~

abit too late... budden... HAPPY BDAY!!!

i dunno wad has gotten into me budden i feel damn awkward... damn~

studied at the airport 2day... see the planes take off from T2... makes me wonder when will I take off n reach my desired destination... i'm like stuck here lahz... nt say SG airport nt good, but i wanna take flight and nt stay still...

ah wadeva... LOLZ!!! i'm damn sleepy right nw... but i'll still blog...

N THIS IS MY 100th POST!!!

should i be changing a new blog n seal this one down???




so what have i been doin for the past 5 mnths of this yr??? i dunno... get screwed in every way possible by myself??? think so... solve my problems??? partialli... walk around aimlessly??? DEFINITELY!!!

so can someone juz drop in here n SHOW ME SOME DIRECTIONS???

[[ Jem ]]
Gibberish~ ignore~ =P
hey you~ can i get to know u better??? =P

hey you~

argh~ laundry to fold~ at 2.15 n i haf a fresh load of clothes to hang and fold... sianz...

hey you~
i've seen you in my dreams and i hope
that you~
would stand in front of me so i know
you're real~
the one that holds my hand and show me that
it's true~
that we would run away together...

LOLZ!!!

Verse 1 of song just like that...

my dream~ hope my dreams would continue to inspire me =X

(but this song abit emo...)

[[ Jem ]]
just like that, i'll try to figure about who you are...

shy that way~

ouch~ woke up wid a big headache again...

its damn sian lahz... every sat...

oh well...

do dreams really come true??? 3 days in a row, been havin these dreams about people around me... well the first day's dream came true... so would the other 2 come true too???

those dreams placed me back to the days where i'm not as 'loud' and out-going as i am now... was this shy quiet kid that carried his guitar all around learning to play simple songs n stuff... den someone came over... i don't know who she is and i didnt know what she wanted... we continued chatting until the time i needed to leave the stadium steps... then i woke up...

oh well... I'M HUNGRY~

off to buy LUNCH!~

[[ Jem ]]
eh??? you are seeing things~

where is the passion when you need it the most???

well,

there she came over to me,
with a heavy full of burden,
trying to keep it all in,
but she fail to do so.

reached out her hands,
and she needed a hug so badly,
and when she got one,
she bursted out in tears.

i really didnt know what to do at that very moment...

we're only human,
i can only do my part,
hope she's feeling better,
i dont want to see her hurt so much again.

give someone a hug if he/she needs it a lot,
you'll never know how much healing can it do.




RWAR!!!




i feel like just goin to a seaside to slack... enjoy the breeze, (test out my new shades), n probably release some tension...

[[ Jem ]]
sentosa on sunday???
i miss the bubbly figure in my blurry dreams...

guitar~

*DROOLS* i'm drooling over guitars~

damn Arvind has to show me Takamine's guitars and from then on i spent 1 1/2 hr just lookin at guitars from Takamine, Taylor, Seagull and Ovation...

*drools*

my room could be flooded if my body could just produce the saliva...

i dunno wad i want... I WANT A GUITAR!!!

[[ Jem ]]
this is pretty much the direction i wanna go =)

brrrrr~

something feels so wrong...



i just remembered...



last nite i wore a shirt n my rugby jersey to slp... but this morning, i woke up half naked!!! dun think i was dreamin n stuff... but yeah... i cn swear tat i had my shirt on...



do i sleep-walk???

do i sleep-talk???



i realli dunno...



or do i have memory lapse???



sheesh... i realli dunno...



[[ Jem ]]

i think i head hurts... =(

YAY~

man... thought there were blunders n stuff... but 1 thing's for sure

WE SURE ENJOYED OURSELVES MAN~ =P

n after reviewing my performances n stuff... i found out my voice isnt exactly how i thought i sound like... LOLZ!!!

n i cant perform widout food... N ESPECIALLI WATER IN THE MORNIN!!! alamak... throat abit dry lehz... LOLZ!!!

one performance i realli loved was from ARVIND!!! vids will go up in either youtube or myspace...

LOLZ!!! I'M FREAKIN HEARIN HIM SING FOR THAT SONG MAN!!!

'oops wrong chord' LOLZ!!!

i'm off to enjoy myself on the vids man... buaizzzzz~

[[ Jem ]]
I LOVE PERFORMANCES!!! XD

WEE~

so excited for THE MAC PERFORMANCE~

lets rock the house down =)

well i wonder who will be there though...

would i see flashin memories?
or would i see familiar faces?
i've always waited for days like these...
where i'll shut myself in my own fancy world,
and just play my songs till my heart's content...
i do miss the times where she came to see me play...
but now i wonder who will now...

it's no longer about me...
now it's about us...
we performers do it for our audience...
even if there is just ONE...
we'll still be doing our best...

you know, in the end...
i must just perform for ONE...
and i don't want the world to see me...
'cos i don't think that they understand...
when everything's meant to be broken...
i just want you to know who i am...

this entry seems to easy to type...
the words just flow through my fingers...
rattling on the keyboard...
the sentences seem to just complete themselves...

hey girl you know you drive me crazy...
one look puts the rythmn in my hand...
and no one knows how this rythmn just come about...
seems almost magical...
at the same time illusional...

real feelings or fake ones...
that i'm not sure...
there is only one way to find out...

i'll just stop and stare...
and try to spot you...

then i'll know...



LOLZ!!! this post is a bit full of gibberish... hopefulli i'll type out a song for me to sing just like that in future entries... there are lyrics of songs in the mess up there... try to spot some... =P

[[ Jem ]]
will i get to see her face once again???

blah blah blah

ranting n ranting n ranting

lets see now...

i'm juz so confused y pple have grudges over each other n do not want to resolve it...

(ok i wanted to talk to SOMEONE... but tat SOMEONE came up to me first... so problem solved... nw she has to submit a list of names to me due to her carelessness... =P)

some pple are juz arent happy wid me eh??? like how i talk, how i do things... they say, "that Jeremy change alot lehz... last time he like this.... now he like that"

i'll tell u abt last time,

1) police wear shorts (以前警察穿短裤)
2) dinosaurs cross roads(恐龙过马路)
3) my mom was a chio bu(我老妈是chiobu)

hmmm...

4) my friends were all virgins...
5) Veenotth used to kick the living daylights out of others in the TKD ring
6) some of my buddies got kicked out of school and came back again
7) I used to haf girlfriends
8) I couldnt play the guitar
9) I couldnt sing
10) I probably have not do abt 80% of all assignments given to me in my whole entire life(nt sure ahz)

WHO CARES ABT THE PAST!!! everyone wanna know abt now...

WHO CARES ABT LAST TIME... we'll probably juz be bothered by what we did for the prev month... tatz abt it...

well if u gt an issue wid me, juz tell me bahz... n if i had one wid u, i'll find a time to ask u out for a nice drink n tell u all abt it...



BUT NOW~



proper blogging...

basketball wasnt realli that fun for me...
1) i cant realli shoot now
2) i forgotten to bring my shoes (thought they were in the locker but they werent)
3) now i haf big blisters on the sole of my foot...
4) having a headache

but FRISBEE WAS~ =P

COACH TC HAMMER MY DISC HIGH UP N IT SPIKED DOWN ON THE BASKETBALL COURT!!! BASKET LAHZ!!! I WANT REVENGE!!!

n i know of this counsellor

JODIE PANG

that actualli helped me settle my conflict by starting the conflict =X

no lahz~ juz jokin... but thnx for helping... realli... appreciated it... coz i probably might juz rant abt her n juz forget abt it until it happens again... =X




i cant wait for tml n wed... practice n performance... its gonna be good...

SOUNDCARD: SOUND OUT TO THE WORLD

we'll make this happen...

[[ Jem ]]
dun worry, i wont bite... =P

sianz...

guess wadz... i'm late for class... I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABT MY 10AM CLASS LAHZ!!! sianz... now i'm slackin at mac...

picturin the scene of the mac performance...

its gonna be good =)

i'm bored...

very very bored...

i'm juz waiting for someone to kill this boredom...

well nt Martin Lee of course... gonna haf his tut later in 20 mins time...

lookin back at the pic of the prev post... i still feel uneasy in my stomach...

guess i'll just rest for a while...

[[ Jem ]]
ah la la la la la la, life is wonderful~

Bloody Roar

Alrite~ its a name of a PS2 game... damn nice... haven played tat game in ages... aniwayz... the following post is gonna be bloody!!!

Note: Viewer's discretion is adviced... Not for the faint hearted...

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very very sick colour. bloody red... Arvind n i sucked on every bone found... he had a piece of brainy like substance scooped up n ready to eat it... our fingers were stained horribly as we feasted on the broken bones of our prey... the taste of fresh meat satisfied our hungry... a bloody mess we made... everyone who walked by or sat around us stared at us with disgust... we came, we saw, we conquered... *drumrolls*

a $15 portion of tulang...

that was good stuff man... readers who never tried it before, i assure u, its not raw, n it's that red coz of food colouring and the sauce... the size of the bones are big (like the size of human's) is because THAT plate of delicious stuff is lamb~ the connector of the limbs... the sweet and abit spicy sauce is just so good, tat u wanna soak every little bit with bread... tendon n ligament n meat are still intact on the outside of the bone while the sinful marrow is inside the bone... you'll have to suck it out and probably knock the bone on the table to loosen the marrow inside for easier consumption...

easy to stomach??? yes for locals, no for foreigner friends... marrow aint that fantastic if u dunno how to enjoy them... lookin at the pics nw, i actualli feel like puking... its too 'gelate'(dunno how to spell) for me...

hmmm i'm sleepin later than usual... veri veri bad sign... hope this doesnt keep up...

[[ Jem ]]
i can have free hugs from you everytime i see you???

AWESOME~

Alrite... pics are up... CHECK IT OUT~

Welcome Back John~ Sentosa was good... singing, frisbee, hell it was more than we bargained for...the gang at sentosa~ Jodie, myself, 2 babes from Japan, Karen, Arvind, Teng Chung and Leon... Frisbee pickup for the day at the beach was FUN!!!Outing at Le Barougue... whole gang wid guest appearance from Nigel n Xandra... n the dude from the band came to take a pic wid us...

Now for the most recent stuff...

every now and then we have cookouts at someone's house... apparantly this time was JOHN's house... nice kitchen though...as usual fat Jem(aka me) is hungry, so i had to get some food to eat b4 dinner started... (un)lucky enough, Jodie caught me stealing some food... man...the guys at the dinner... *note* people in the picture may appear fatter... everyone was BLOATED wid carbo that day...wanted to steal a pic of everyone... but John n Karen seem to be alert... not to mention Espall at the back... damn... she look like a ghost =X


AND NOW!!! *drumrolls* the moment many have been waiting for~


ITS THE MOMENT OF TRUTH!!!


THE BIG BUYS OF THE MONTH!!!

a bag by Outgear... removable lappy compartment... damn spacious... has alot of pockets... juz the bag for me man... $50Teva sandals~ same one as Arvind... BUT colour is diff... black n orange for this baby~ $108(BEAT THAT ARVIND)

RUDY PROJECTS!!! KETYUM!!! FINALLI I GOT THE MODEL!!! WOOHOO!!! $380... manage to steal this one off the shelf at such a low price... wadz missing now is onli a new set of lens... gonna get an impactx lens... nt gonna be cheap though... but i'll continue slashin my way thru retail stores for CHEAP prices!!!

Well, that's all folks~ one last gift for everyone... ZOMBIE!!! by Cats in E Cradle... Enjoy~ (no songs would be playin in my blog liaoz... i dun like it)


[[ Jem ]]
i have an infactuation i call love~

p.s. i guess that i'm juz ain't good enuff to be a friend anymore... fingers from you point to me everytime something goes wrong... so Jeremy is always in the wrong but you and ur friends are always in the right... maybe you are, but wadz right to you is just invalid to the rest of the world...

n dun worry guys... its nt u... its juz a little bitch cryin out to be heard by the world... =P

ego ego ego

ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego ego

pple with ego suffer, pple widout ego oso suffer... so who exactly can stay peaceful in life???

pple wid ego fight for the best things they want...
pple widout ego haf to hear pple wid ego fight n complain...

y nt let everyone juz swallow their pride n juz LISTEN to each other instead of wanting to prove themselves to be the best...

the world is thinkin so much abt themselves n forget that the world doesnt revolve around them...



AIYAH DAMN SIAN LAHZ!~



oh well... performance was quite alrite... in the end we did more songs than we were suppose to...

J) The Reason
E) Somewhere Over the Rainbow
J) Face Down
SY) Zombie
J) Empty Vase

abit sad though... my amp nt workin well, plus sound system screw up again... my mic doesnt seem to work... the guy put till damn soft... oh well... i'll get Allan to be my sound guy next time...

think i'll juz SLEEP n forget abt everythin... i'm tired mentally...

[[ Jem ]]
the world is flawed...

adrenaline rush~

guess wad...

tml 12.30 Library Cafe
Performance
2 to 3 songs

1) Goodbye (Espall)
2) [Somewhere] Over The Rainbow (Espall)
3) The Reason (me)
4) I'm yours (me)
5) Unwell (and yes i'm unwell)

I'M SINGING THE SONGS WID A SORE THROAT!!!

sheesh... u noe, i love to get pple to do it budden all backed out n nv prepare songs... Espall oso abit last min... oh well... TIME TO CHIONG!!!

n i gt a GOOD(or bad) new from Rene~ SUNTEC PERFORMANCE WE WOULD BE GETTIN 45 MINS AIRTIME!!! YEAH BALLS!!! apparantly Voice Esemble is nt performin liaoz... so yepz XD

performance performance performance~ NYP's SoundCard is gonna be HOT~

[[ Jem ]]
should i dedicate a song durin Mac performance??? =P

it takes a crane to build a crane

n it takes an MCP to produce another one...

sheesh... how bad is it to live in a house wid 2 MCPs and they dun do anything but command n command n command???

its kinda difficult if everyone doesnt do their role... i'm nt a housekeeper... i'm a student man... i needa study, i gt a CCA to run, i gt performances to practice for... i got so many thing to do, and nw i have to clean up my house while u guys just tell me to do this do that... how fair is this??? i mean... i have to clean the house, wash the clothes, take care of my 9 darlings all by myself??? man... i gonna need alot of time n energy man...

yepz go ahead pray n wish that everything will go smoothly for u guys... coz the easier ur life is, the more hard mine gets...



and it takes 2 floors to make a storey...

Espall said to me online : "look around you........"

LOLZ!!! dunno wad she mean, but yeahz... I'll open my eyes n LOOK AROUND ME~



ANyWAYZ~ dinner was fantastic... Aglio olio was good, soup was SHIOK, fruits are good, mashed potato was SHIOK, bt my cheesecake was disasterous... =( cant believe i cant find the jelly crystals i wanted... NO STOCK?!?! BOTH GIANT N NTUC didnt have it... CRAP~ tried some other crystal, turned out HORRIBLE!!! ARGH!!! cant believe i cn fail on my cheesecake attempt till so bad... haiz... oh well... i'll compensate it to TC, John, Dorcas, Karen, Joedie n Espall... well at least it was screwed up... coz we had TOO much food... realli TOO MUCH!!! lucky John's bro n mom went home to help us finish up... XD

pics up soon...

so ladies n gentlemen, shall we plan for the next cook out??? budget set at $20... American dinner style...

1 mashed potato
1 stir fried vege
1 mixed vege (corn, carrots, peas)
1 baked beans
2 meat stuff
1 dessert

how about tat =P

[[ Jem ]]
all ready to look around n find one

Auditions~

Alright alright.... Everyone would probably start asking me about the SoundCard auditions... Well, what can i say?

The world is jam packed with people who loves singing, but yet not everyone can sing... You may love music and singing, but you may not be able to sound nice... Tio bo? =X

Okay i'm getting damn bad... But yeah... Hey, if you love singing, and you continue to practice, you'll get better =D

Hmmm... Number of people who turned up was horrible... Lets see what contributed to this...

1st - The song was a too girly song for most people. I don't see many guys!!! Sheesh...
2nd - They only want to play instruments. A hah! But the instrument briefing is on another day.
3rd - They are not prepared for the song. Cmon man, i got to squeeze that song into my head within 2 days for Orion. We gave u 4 days.
4th - 'I want something more rock can or not...' eh hello~ graduation leh bro, you want to sing rock n metal songs for graduation???
5th - *Croak* i can't sing for nuts... I couldnt sing last time... Probably I can't sing as well as many others too.

There was this girl who played Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending on the guitar though... She really brightened up my day... And there was another who say Leanne Rhymes... I could almost melt man... HOT!!! Good vocals just rocks my socks...

Well when i have fun, school work starts to pile up into a big chunk of rubbish... THURSDAY AND FRIDAY CHIONG STUDIES!!! I wanna go enjoy at the beach on SATURDAY!!!

And to maximize my efficiency to do my IPP report tml, i better to SLEEP!!!

well i tried to type in proper structured english for this post, but I STILL THINK SINGLISH ROX FOR BLOGS!!! at least its not boring to type... hopefulli its nt boring to read too...

Niteyz~

[[ Jem ]]
I want a beer soon~ N I WANNA SLACK!!!